look at what this guy said. oh well whatever. i didn't post yesterday.noooo! i was getting too frequent so i said let's take a day off. and i got you!

i'm borred and i hate everyone. fuck this shit i have to go to school. fuck school. just dowloaded an ep by fear of god. it kicks ass. that's all for today.

i'm feeling pretty depressed right now and it has nothing to do with the fact that my life sucks. i just realised how alone i really am. even when i'm with people i feel alone. i think it's because i really don't have anyone that understands me. my best friend i never see (make any joke you want) so i don't have anybody to relate too. noone at my school feels the same way i do about anything (except that certain teachers should drop dead) and i don't know what to do.

the truck race is rained out and i have nothing to do. i'm watching something about motorcycles and i'm borrd. gonna read whargoul som more. and don't go on twitter!

that's right i'm reading whargoul. i'm also listening to gg allin and seeing what you guys have to say. someone fucking reply to these. this things mor empty than homer simpson's brain. it's 111am and i'm still writing and reading. cause i'm fucking sick like that yo.

i'm sick of all these motherfuckers with private journels. if you want to make a private journel then don't put it on a website. get a pen and paper and write the shit down. and please don't show who wrote the latest journel if you can't read it. that's fucked up.

five entrys! what have i done! save me from hell! well nothing is going on in my life. i wish some teatures would just leave me the fuck alone but other then that nothing. just don't post lyrics for shitty songs in your journel. what's the point? well that's all for now see ya later scumfucks!

four updates. god what have i done. but on to the update. i hate people that say they're punk and you ask them what punk bands they like and they say "oh i like green day and fallout boy. those bands are so punk." okay so maybe i like blink-182 and sum 41 but i know what punk is. green day is not punk it's just embarrassing. so is fallout boy. fucking stupid fucks don't know what the fuck punk is! count how menny times i use the word fuck in this post. it sickens me to hear that. so go listen to american idiot and dream of sucking billie joe's cock you stupid retarded fuckheads!

i'm so sick of all these people wining about how they broke up with someone. get a life. or how someone (and you know who you are) are bitching about how this girl doesn't love you so your life is over. you're all a bunch of fucking pussys! fuck love just live! i can't love anything. or at least i haven't.

fuck friends. all they do is get in your way and stop you from doing things you want. i will not be a part of it. oh sure i'll have one or two but that's it. that's all i want. i don't want to be popular all i want is to start a band and get high. that's all i ask for in life. music drugs and alcahol. and may be sex. but it's not sex and drugs and rock it's more like do whatever the fuck you want all the time. you heard the song live free or die? that's my life if i can't be free i'd rather be dead. don't take this the wrong way i'm not saying i'm gonna go kill myself that's just how i feel.