The world can be cruel and harsh also at times unforgiving You get through it ok at times then like that your suffering Sometimes your sake doesn't matter Your friends can ditch you and your family say goodbye You start to think "What the hell is going on in my life?" Around you, your world is changing for the utmost worst You try to fix it but you have no such luck Then the thoughts come to you of either murder or suicide. It consumes you no matter how hard you try not to let it. You seek others to help you Yet they reufse and leave a void Your coming close to being alone Everyone you once knew GONE!!! You hold the gun in your hand Deciding what to do with the bullets in it's chamber "Put the bullets through my head or someone else's?"-"Why is it hard?" Someone comes along--Your love you thought thay was gone They try to help you but only hurt you more You put one through them Thier blodd splattered on your face You break down in your falling world Not knowing what the hell to do Having noone to turn to, and having no place to go. You kiss the lips of your dead lover Then you put it through your head Finally lying still--gun in hand on top of your lover.........