There was something deep inside You couldn’t see I tried to hide But memories kept crawling back into my eyes I told you all about the day You flinched from me You looked away Yes, there are reasons for the things I never say She was nineteen Feeling hungry all the time And when she looked at me There wasn’t more than fever in her eyes She was nineteen She didn’t have a care There was a sickness in the air I lost my self on that soft summer night I tried to tell you in the park But you were bright My mind’s too dark But it grew quiet behind the dashboard in my car I told you all about that night You took my hand I held it tight Twelve o’clock and the stars were realigning in the sky She was eighteen She never looked the same And when she looked at me I could see the ocean in her eyes She was eighteen The wind blowing in her hair And Bryan Adams in the air I lost myself on that soft summer night

Is it weird that I kind of want to have this love affair... only to end up having the girl die. A young death. Suicide, probably? So then I'd be put in this depression, having this immortal love for a girl I never got to fully know, but fell so in love with? It's very insert certain book title here. But I want my life to be like a book. Whether it be a monocide of my girlfriend, or I turn into a grim reaper like Dead Like Me, or just that I have to go on some adventure in search of someone/something missing. ================================ I thought that being in college would cause me to find Someone who would give me some kind of new story, but I have met no one, and don't really plan on meeting anyone. ============ BUT... knock on wood... my cousin filled out an application with me, and she is going to turn it in for me tomorrow. So, this will be my Second application for a job. Hopefully I get this one. My cousin keeps telling me things making it seem like I'd be welcomed.. "She'll like you. The boss loves kids, she has her own" "You're so quiet. They'll like that" Plus, she works there, so I have an in. But idk. Like I said, knock on wood. I really need a job though. I've run out of money. Au Revoir.

So face it You're wasted And everyone here knows You don't think You got shit faced Now go home to your daughter and scream We'll armageddon's going down Tomorrow you'll leave town 'Cause tonight, you've let the beast free Crashing in's the high tide You're little girl's run off to hide 'Cause tonight, you're taking the lead Tonight, you're stumbling free There's glass shards Through the back yard Broken bottles and hearts And you still don't think You had too much to drink The experts will believe what they want to believe But trust me when I say This is a mistake You're gonna wish you never made There's a price you've gotta pay We'll armageddon's going down Tomorrow you'll leave town 'Cause tonight, you've let the beast free Crashing in's the high tide You're little girl's run off to hide 'Cause tonight, you're taking the lead Tonight, you're stumbling free Tonight, keep your hands off me

Well, I love you more than ice-cream if it’s made out of sand I love you more than all the pigs I can fit into my hand I love you more than Hitler loved people who chewed loud And I love you more than all the people who knew I’d say chewed loud You’ve got a heart that gives so much blood to all your veins Your love’s so strong it almost makes me drive into a train If you were drowning in a river, well, frankly I can’t swim I’ll die if the water’s deep enough. 20ft? I’ll dive right in I love you so much, darling It’s starting to make me twitch But I know you talk about me Because you’re such a snitch And loving you like I did Really was quite a stunt It was so hard to be with you Because you were such a runt And I am so tall Short people and tall people look weird side by side I love you more than 80’s hair: Mohawks and jheri curls I love you more than the right wing loves girls loving girls I love you more than Three Days Grace loves everything about you And I love you more than all the water flooding all over the moon I bet you thought that I could never love you oh so grand It’s better than the love between U.S. and Afghanistan You are surprised that I am still here, you thought that I’d leave Well, I could never do that while you’ve got me tied to this tree So darling Oh darling You know I love you so And I know you love me And they say If you love something You’re meant to let it go So if you love me Would you please let me go And if I come back How much I love you, you’ll know Hey, Darling Please, please, please Just let me go