Manipulated Blinded by lust i forced opened my corpse eyes one afternoon. The complements you gave me I quickly consumed, like a thirsty dehydrated dog on a summer afternoon. I saw that ceaseless smile today, but unlike any other day i didn't see you. It was fake, so forced onto your face, so forced that even rape couldn't compare to the way that smile of yours was displayed. There you stood with your fake smile, pretending to be interested in what i had to say, as if my words where made of gold, and with every word i told, that beautiful dust of gold always went your way. You say there's no one else you'd rather hold, tell me how can you be so late night winter cold, and fill my head with things you know i want to hear. I admit that your skills made my knees weak, and made me fall at your feet, but now i stand tall. I learn from my mistakes, though sometimes I’ll admit I miss the way everything you did was so fake and yet so perfect.

Ur eyes, like the darkest of nights, that look at me tear into my soul and consume me Ur mouth, it's so supple and soft, unlike yours mine is not, it devours me Ur hair, sways with such flawless devotion, as you sit down you notion me to come to you Ur hands, are the only thing in the world that can make me shiver and sweat as ur nails scrape down my back with their touch of death Ur breath, is my oxygen ur tears, my rain Ur clothes, are my body wrapped around you in everyway