• this bitter pill

    by fliny2000 on November 18, 2004
    It's wearing off and it's leaving you with such a heavy heart and a head to match. The bottle is waiting the cap is twisted begging to be used and so are you. i'm listening to this song right know it reminds me about dwelling on my ex and how she just wasn't the person i thought she was .. the sad part is i was so blinded by her really being the first person i loved sucks to think that you can get so close to someone in only a year to have it all end so ubruptly really makes you wonder whats worth it and what isn't 2 days before my one year aniversary my girlfriend tells me that talking to me for 10 mintues a night is to demanding and that she isn't sexually atracted to me.. talk about a burn .. you know that things will most likly end but theres always a chance things will work out not likly but a chance ... but when the end comes its so hard to know that the person who looked into your eyes and said they loved you know feels the same way about you that she does any other guy. funny thing is i can actually pin point in our relationship when things went to shit i went to spain wiht school for 10 days .. she went somewhere with her family ... the night we came home we met up and i knew after that night something was different she was different. i always wanted to know if something had happend when she was away but who knows she was a good girlfriend and we had fun .. just the end always hurts
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