Family got kicked out of the house by my grandfather & I'm crashing with some friends right now. Fucking hell, I've never been so depressed in my life, but each day is a little better than last week.

I'm a realist through and through, but I'm mired in pessimism and my emotions are ranging from drunken happiness to why don't I jump in the river and see what happens?

I have the feeling I'm going to be here for awhile...