I can't sleep. I've been like this for the last few nights. I'm getting roughly four hours of sleep a night and it's killing me. Ugh... This day just sucked so much. Thankfully tomorrow I can start anew.

Ok. I've been out of high school for about 5 years now and I hated it so much. Yesterday I had this moment of I have no idea what; but I actually wanted to go back. I'm just...I think I have had enough winding down time and I want to get back into the swing of things. You know I've never had a girlfriend? I'm not *** or anything, I just had this mindset of "it's high school. Anybody you hook up with won't mean a thing after you graduate." I know I'm wrong (I think); but that's how I kind of feel. I never really made time for anyone anyways, I always had my own things to do.