today im feeling kinda senimental like its the beginning of something. Ive got alot coming up over the next few months and really need to prepare, i guess by putting things off its my way of staying calm ... i dont i suppose i have to just face up to whats coming and fight.

Today i guess im feeling kinda like ive gota live up to this perfect stereotype of who i am! And theres this one person whos special to me and they dont even know it ! Maybe i should stop hiding my feelings and finally be honest and open with not just everyone else but myself... xx

Do you ever listen to a song and realise how much the effect it has on your life ? Like it talks to you and understands what your going through ? I listen and love songs for the lyrics, a lot of songs have become almost the soundtrack of my life ! cya x