listening to: "Forever" - Ben Harper Oh, my lord. This song is amazing. I want it played at my wedding... Arrgh. I'm in physics, I should really be focussing. But I won't, because today is last day of term, and in two hours I will begin the six hour drive to where I'm from. *MIXED FEELINGS*

Sorry, I forgot.. Obviously, I can't put the score on here, but I thought I'd post the lyrics anyhow. "Late Night" It's late, and once again we're Still up and rambling on a bit We're both so far away, but Just right now it doesn't seem it. I know that once again, I'm Not really being very nice I'm not meaning to hurt, but I don't quite know how to think twice I'm just as big a mess as you But I think we've found our place tonight. If I was to be kind, I would tell you that you're mine I think that this is one that You will need to work out for yourself And since we are so right I guess I'll give you time, but I won't be here for long, there's Too much more to do. It's late, and once again, you've Left me awake and all confused I'll wake up in the morning And then I guess I'll have to choose. I'm so transparent. It's not half obvious who it's about... Jake and Mitch. The loves I can't decide on.

Listening to: "Lemon Tree" - Fool's Garden So, I've realised something. I've realised that although I've kept a diary/journal/scribblebook all my life, I do stop every now and then. I seem to restart everytime the voice in my head get too loud. And i don't mean like... Schizophrenic voices. I mean.. You know when you're thinking. Like, in the shower, or on the bogger (I got the highest mark in the state for english, can you tell?), or whatever, and your mind is just happily thinking and ticking away, and it's normal? Well, every now and then, my head voices start yelling. It's usually when I'm in the shower, and expecting to be able to think (i do like all my thinking in the shower) and I suddenly realise that I'm fully stressed. Like the antagonised feeling you get when your mum is yelling about something you have no interest in whatsoever. That's when I start keeping a journal again. Because then I know that no matter how many solo walks with the 'pod I take, no matter how many jams I have, the yelling won't stop til I offload some of my thoughts. Eesh, does everybody else think this much? I hope not. Going home tomorrow, uber exciting. Three weeks in the hole with no boyfriend, no boarder food and no life. Oh, the thrills.

General: Date of Birth: 25.11.92 Birthplace: Australia Current Location: D to the N E Eye Color: Brown. Borring.. Hair Color: Brown. Also boring. Height: Way short. Around 160 cm I think Heritage: .. No idea. Favorites: Band/Singer: Arrgh... At the moment, there're three. -Mayday Parade, because they are lyrical Gods. -Muse, purely because theyre amazing. -Cat Empire, because they make my feet dance. Song: Hmm... "Swing Life Away"- Rise Against. Movie: Fight Club, Donnie Darko. Can never decide.. Disney Movie: The Lion King. Alltime classic. TV show: The West Wing. (ha. sad, i know.) Color: Varies from day today. Today, probably green Food: Anything that isn't mass produced for boarders. Soda: None, if I can help it. Store: ReDiscovery Clothing Brand: Anything I like when I try it on really Shoe Brand: Imagine Season: Summer. Mm... I miss you.. Month: January. River + Parties + Mates = Heaven on earth. Holiday/Festival: None really. I guess Christmas. Flower: Sunflower. They make me smile. =] Make-Up Item: Mascara Your: Goal for this year: Erm.. Figure out what my goal for next year is. heh. Most missed memory: The Primary School days.. Best physical feature: Erm.. My hands? Lol. pathetic, all I can think of is my goddam hands. First thought waking up: "Hell, why is that alarm going off now, and where isit coming from.." Hypothetical personality disorder: Heh. Chronic mood swings? Sesame street alter ego: If I had my way, Oscar the Grouch. Most people would probably say Elmo. Fairytale alter ego: One of the twelve dancing princesses! Lol Greatest ambition: I have so many... Just to make an impact on lives in whichever area I follow, I think. Greatest fear: Moths. Haha Darkest secret: Don't really have one, I'm no good at secrets.. Favorite subject: Music/English Strangest received gift: A bag that contained: - Three singlets - Lots of chewing gum - About a million ribbons - A letter - A packet of condoms. Worst habit: So many. Do You: Smoke: On the rare occasion Drink: On the not so rare occasion Curse: fuck no. Shower daily: Yup Sing: yeah, but it's a bad habit Play an instrument: Piano, guitar and bass Get along with your parents: not really Wish on stars: Nope Believe in fate: Nope Believe in love at first sight: Kind of. Thats a loaded question. Have you ever: Been Drunk: Yahben. Been Stoned/High: Yeah Eaten Sushi: Mm deffo Been in Love: Yes. Skipped school: Mmhm Made prank calls: No. I never really saw the humour in it. Sent someone a love letter: hahaha,. yes. Stolen something: Probably Cried yourself to sleep: Oh, yes. Other questions: What annoys you most in a person?: Disrespectful, inconsiderate, rude, unecessarily cruel people. Are you right or left handed?: Right. What is your bedtime?: At school? 10. At home, whenever. Name three things you can't live without: Ipod, Glasses, Mi Goreng noodles. What is the color of your room?: Blue Do you have any siblings?: A little bro, named Boy. Do you have any pets?: A dog who sleeps in my bed during the school term... bitch.. Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars?: Ah.. Probably. What is your middle name?: Luen. What are your nicknames?: Deni, Tessy, Tessy Bear, Lubar, Lueba, Tessy Lue, etc etc. Pretty much anything. Are you for or against gay marriage?: It doesnt bother me. I think it's a personal choice, but I also think marriage is nothing more than one very expensive day and a piece of paper, so Idon't understand the big deal. What are your thoughts on abortion?: I'm pro-choice. Do you have a crush on anyone?: I do. My Mitchell Are you afraid of the dark?: Yes!! How do you want to die?: Drowning.. Is that really morbid? I just find water incredibly peaceful. Would you take a bullet for the one you love?: If I had to. In members of the opposite sex: Hair color: Dark Eye color: I like Blue-grey eyes. Mainly because of one person. Height: Taller than me. Not a difficult requirement. Weight: Anything in that fairly wide "healthy" range. Most important physical feature: Eyes and smile Biggest turn-off: Pushy boys. Arrrgh.