[twenty six] current song: I Must Be Dreaming - The Maine current mood: confused Soooooo...I just found out that the guy I fell hopelessly in (unrequited) love with over the summer, goes to the same university as me. He's from a completely different part of the country, and I thought he was going to be going to school in a state next to where I am, but nope...he's HERE. And I kind of stalked him through our school student directory online and facebook and found out where he lives...which is the same apartment complex as the guy I mentioned I'm starting to like in my last entry. I talked to him for like...2 minutes on Facebook chat earlier tonight, but at one point he didn't respond and then went Idle and then signed off. So I'm just confused. I want to see him sooooo bad. Whenever I'm around him (which hasn't been since late August), I'm more attracted to him than I have ever been to any other guy I've met. And the other boy I like is coming over tomorrow night to watch LOST. But I really really want to see this other guy at some point. I can't like two boys that live in the same apartment complex and could possibly know each other. How twisted would that be??? Shoot me in the face...I need to figure this out.

[twenty five]
current song: (none) I'm watching Prison Break.:)
current mood: Not sure

I've been in such flip-floppy moods lately. I'm starting to think something's really wrong. Maybe I need to start taking my meds again.

This morning I threw up twice. So I skipped all my classes but one. I had to go to my Advanced First Aid class to do my skills test. Blahhh. I would have skipped the whole day, but sadly, I couldn't.

And tomorrow I have a group presentation in my Econ class. I'm totally not prepared for it, either.

I just screw myself over and over again.

I may like this guy. I met him last semester and we hung out with him for the first time in over a month a couple days ago. He's really funny and just a super nice guy. He's coming over on Wednesday to watch LOST. :) We'll see what happens.