May 10, 2008 was the worst day i have ever expierenced. Our first kiss in the dressing room was so fucking amazing, there isn't a day that goes by that i won't think about it. I actually thought i would be with you forever. I'm nothing without you being my boo. You make me feel so amazing. I just wish i knew how i am the perfect girl, and the love of your life, and you just ended it. It was so specail to me. One day i would love to be with you again. I love you so fucking much. Yeah, distance hurts, but not being your girlfriend even hurts more. I don't think i can sleep correctly for a while. I will always and forever try to get you back, but i don't ever see you taking me back. I would do anything to be with you again. I want to relive the happiest days of my life. I'm so attched to you and i know it sonuds creepy, but you're my everything. The girl you end up with will be the luckiest girl alive. When i asked you to be mine forever, and you said you allready are... I believed you. I'm willing to devote the rest of my life to get you back in the place as my boyfriend. No, i won't find someone as good as you ever...ever. You're beyond perfect, you're the only boy thats worth my time. I will wait for you, even though i know i can't get you back. No one can make me feel like you did. You keep me breathing and my heart beating. I miss your kisses, your hugs, when our hands interlace, i miss you, i miss my everything, i miss the love of my life, i miss us, i love you...i want you back so fucking bad... i am in love with you