so TL didn't reply when i text him at 7 or called him. i told him yesterday that i would come get him at 7. he's a dick.. he didn't reply..like ever..until like 10 when he said that he had gone shopping for clothes for a funeral.. he went with another girl from school. it's whatev. i guess i really am supposed to be alone for a while. ugh..it's been 6 months since i've had a boyfriend.. at least i don't have to worry about K CHICKS OVER DICKS..right?? but yahh.. ...lyrics... A lonely road, across another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade...

today is blahh.. i slept through sixth hour..and now i feel..um groggy. TL and i are watching halloween at my house tonight..i think i'm nervous..ha ha. he's adorable but more so in pictures or far away and not up close yahh i'm a bitch but its whatev. i just haven't told K yet and i don't really know how.. i'm hoping it will all just work out.. =/