well i havent made a journal for forever so i decided now would be a good time. how come when i actually really like someone they live an hour away, ive been talking to this guy for awhile now...we get to hang out friday :) and im super excited. ahhh i wished i lived actually semi close to him. all the boys in my town suck at life. all they want is sex...and somehow they get a lot of it...from stupid stupid girls. this guy i like now is soooo opposite from them. he just likes talking and hanging out with me...hes so perfect, for now, im not naive, i mean im young its not gonna last forever. but anywho....i need to move...i live in the worst town on the face of the earth.

he tried talking to me today. what a butthead, yah im so second grade for saying butthead, whatevaa. i kinda just blew him off. i think he caught my drift.

today pretty much sucked. wwjd is going out with someone. (wwjd is codename hahaha) lets just say hes not having my cookie dough tomorrow. hahaha inside joke with him. darn i cant stop thinking about him.