It's not what I say and who it's about, it's how YOU interpret it... and if you think it's about you, odd's are, your wrong....

Well noting at the title, I'd agree with it, I mean, it's not like I was EVER wanted. I really don't think I am now either. But that' really isn't my problem. My problem is ever since I've had that dream I've had an extreme attraction to someone, I thought I'd never like, and really, I'm kinda thinking she might want something back. I don't know, and I DO care. TOO much. It's all too much, and just a few hours till paradise. :) I love you, maybe, no....never

Well, I found a few things out last period. I really could care less. I knew she liked me, but I had no interest in her. I just didn't care. And know that she knows I don't love her like she "loved" me, she "hates" me. I don't care. I've established who, and what I care about Billy, Andrew, Andrea, Kiersten, and Taylor R. That's it. I'm tired of this place. Moving on to high... a couple weeks.

I'm tired, and shaken. I just can't wait for an meeting. Someone to talk to, someone who will care. But I see that farther in time. I don't need someone now, as much as I want someone. I just, I'm anxious for SUMMER! I wanna find someone then, like last summer. Six months it was, until my heart hit the floor... This time, I want forever...

So I'm sitting here. Listening to A. Beebe talk about STD's and needles. Haha, it's funny. I'm happy I made this thingy. It's neat. Nothing really big has happened today. So much immaturity. Wow, well. Life's just getting better, and I'm happy about it. I'm loving every minute. Please. Keep it this way, and now all I need is someone to spend it with Someone to love. -Harley Hectic