i like you so much better when you're naked - ida maria dig it i have something so fucking amazingly beautifully good right now that's all i need to say

means is a really good band and the cd 'something worth fighting for' from facedown records is a really good compilation so is 'AMP magazine's 21 young guns salute' so i feel like typing forever maybe i'll do just that i'm watching offside its about these iranian women who dress as men so they can get in to the soccer stadium to watch the game only they get arrested and have to sit outside with these soldiers in this little gated area its actually a pretty funny movie and one of the soldiers looks just like my friend he's quite attractive but its all in iranian, so its kinda hard to type and listen but its really good nonetheless hotboxed my friends shed the other day funniest shit ever then we went to dunkin donuts and ate 5 donuts each healthy, yeah? aw, this movie is so good! ugh fuck my dads home i love being home alone my parents are such assholes to me lately i don't even wanna get into it my ankle is so grossly bruised and swollen fucking lacrosssssssssssse boe i cant walk on it, good i added so much goddamn music to my ipod in the last two days its insane and i made new playlists i love playlists, no joke shit, what the fuck would i do if i wasn't allowed to watch sports? be a girl, i guess aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah fuck that! anyway back to the music 194 new songs yessssssssss sir and i'm gunna name them all right now HA JUST KIDDING I WILL ABSOLUTELY NOT NAME THEM ive been so fucking happy with my life lately i feel like im finally where i should be with the kids i should be with doing what i always wanted to do im finally fucking CAREFREE and HAPPY and having FUN with my life i dont give a shit about anything anymore nothing stresses me im perfectly alright with everything and i feel like i can and will do anything illegal or not me and my friends have just become huge adrenaline junkies doing anything crazy just to get off i wish i grew up in the 80s and early 90s in venice and/or huntington beach with christian hosoi and the street skaters minus the meth im on a documentary kick rising son endless summer 1&2 warren miller's playground dogtown and z-boys matty is probably going to UNLV next year downside: - las vegas is a five hour plane ride from me - i have never been that far away from matty ever - hes my best friend, and ill barely see him next year upside: - i get to party in fucking VEGAS with him - i get to party in fucking CALIFORNIA with him - and, he promised me a trip to seattle :) but still he'll be so far away :( i need to lost weight fuck, man my dog is so cute he has so much fun just rolling around on the carpet by himself i hate when people call flash drives 'thumb drives' i have no idea why last night i had a dream that one of the gym teachers in my school was working in my house as a like... maid. and i walked into my brothers room and saw him making the bed. and he told me that he could get in trouble for being in my house. i joked around and told him i was gunna tell everyone he was in my bedroom. he laughed and kept making the bed. then when i left, we gave each other a polite kiss on the cheek, and he told me he'd see me later. oh, mr. bruno you are so sexy my friend was on a plane to florida with her family once mr. bruno was on her plane there, and back home ahahaha i woulda sat with him he's so funny me and him are like BUDZ in gym, we talk like he's my age and my best friend i want chocolate covered pretzels i hate people who look down upon drug addicts i hate people that blame the addict addiction is a disease, they need help just like any other sick person they dont need you telling them how its their fault and they dont deserve help or money or support or sympathy fuck you, you judgmental assholes i think i'll drive to the beach tonight throw back a few drinks, run my fingers through the cool sand and kiss a stranger in the dark bye, all

i do this survey so fucking much first night of spring break, but i'm way too run down to even get out of bed whatevaaaaa! song #1: immigrant punk by gogol bordello your favorite lyric from this song: oh, so many to choose from... "hoptza! i see another immigrant punk!" "legalize me, realize me! PARTY!" "of course we immigrants wanna sing all night long dont you know the singing salves the troubled soul? so im relaxed, m just lurking around i got a method and you don't you got a dictionary kicking around? look up the immigrant, immigrant, immigrant punk!" does this song have any bad memories attached? def NOT! what genre is this? hahahaha gypsy punk song #2: the truth is, you should lie with me by say anything what's the last line of this song? the truth is you should lie with me have you ever seen this artist live? yes, it was a wonderful, lovely, amazing, crazy awesome fucking time. who does this song make you think of? myself, a bit. song #3: ten days by missy higgins what's the first line of this song? so we've put an end to it this time. where did you first hear this song? this past winter my field hockey team signed up for an indoor league. during the games, the sports complex played music. in the midst of all the upbeat music meant to pump us up, this song came on. how about the first time you heard the artist? i know the first song i ever heard by her was the special two, but i don't really remember where i heard it. it might have been on so you think you can dance. song #4: shut me up by msi which friend could this be a theme tune for and why? hahahahaha andrew and dan, for sure. write down the chorus: i cant wait for you to shut me up and make me hip like badass! i cant wait for you to shut me up shut! it! up! why do you like this song? BECAUSE IT IS MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE. song #5: let the drummer kick by citizen cope what kind of film would you choose this as the theme for? something like 8-mile or step up, with some troubled youth wandering the rough streets of some urban area in the US with his hood up and headphones on. who introduced you to this artist? so you think you can dance best part of this song: the straight forward lyrics matched with the subtle piano. plus, the chill vibe of the whole song. you almost NEED to close your eyes slightly nod your head to the beat. song #6: what do i have to do? by stabbing westward the fourth line reads: i can feel your heartbeat through my skin how long is this song? 4:09 is it one of your favourites? its really fucking good, but its not necessarily a favorite. its one of those songs you forget you have on your ipod, and then it comes up on your shuffle and you just kinda smile and go, "oh fuck yeah" song #7: i want to save you by something corporate how long have you been listening to this artist? since forever what's the cover look like on the album this came from? leaving through the window

its been a while, and i have nothing to say saw slumdog finally fucking amazing the soundtrack is on my ipod as well :) new love interest at work so fucking sweet, so fucking cute whatever, yeah? spring break starts wednesday... well, weds is our last day of school then, spppprrrriing break so happy, you dont even know im getting fucked up everyday pzzzz me and my friends sarah + nicole were laughing the other day - high off our asses and sitting in a circle in the middle of the kitchen floor, surrounded by food, mind you - but we were talking about back in the day when we were like I WILL NEVER EVER SMOKE EVER AND I WILL ONLY DRINK ONCE IN A WHILE I HATE WHEN PEOPLE DO NOTHING BUT SMOKE AND DRINK ITS SO GROSS blah blah blah i wanna meet myself from like 5 years ago, and tell her to grow the fuck up and watch her recoil in disgust and watch her face crumple in disappointment hahahahaha, fuck :) aaaaanyway, i have lacrosse everyday during break fuck me, right? everyones gunna be practicing/playing with a hangover, i cant wait ahahaha i had a dream that i was high and drunk off my ass and i was snuggling up to and hooking up with this kid i used to be friends with and then i saw said kid today at work and my first reaction was OH FUCK THATS SO AWKWARD WE HOOKED UP FUCKING HIDE ME and then i was like wait, wtf - it was a dream ahahahahaha, wow my birthday is in a monthish, yaayayayay driving! most of my friends drive, its fucking great "bye mom, me and sarah are going to our friend john's house" aka me and sarah are going to smoke til we cant even WALK and then drive around with our heads out the window doing 20 over on rt 9 ahahahahaha i've said fuck it to any morals i used to have, and i'm loving every second of it