do u ever feel like u can never say the right thing, all that comes out of your mouth is shit, and u can never do anything right? well i don't, so it's all good! ahahaha. wait a minute...aren't blogs supposed to be depressing? i love my life, and i wouldn't swap it for the world. but, shit happens and sometimes it is so easy to get caught up in it all...to say, "i just can't be botherd to get out of bed today cause some bitch called me a btch!" you just can't do that. (trust me, i have tried,). so wats the point in even trying to be moody and depressed? Wouldn't you feel a hell lot better if you got out of bed, opened your windows, cleansed 'n' toned and put on some good ol music? YES! just walk with ur head held high and do everything that makes you happy, and everything else will sort it's self out! accept the things you cant change and change what you are able to change.

a few years back i picked up a picture of jessica simpson and said "THIS IS WHAT I want to look like" holy shit. the reality is a can of baked beans has more interest than that whinging bitch will ever have. after a few days that i had said that,i realised i was being overly negative and stupid. i mean what about like gwen ? or mystery jets or the people that i actually guinenly think are great. no one(or magazines/music./media/whatev.) havee the right to tell you what you should be or what you should look like. i dont want any other person to ever think that or feel that. not even for a day and i know heaps of people already do. but PEOPLE -never go without your induivuality. and it PISSes me off when i see followers. jesus. GET SOME BACKBONE. its hard. but please the end results are worth it. not to mention the people that actually genuinely like you because your you. not because you follow them around and keep their ego high and secure. even if you think your friends have better personalites. which some of my friends really do have cool personalities! but its theirs so you shouldnt copy it because its not you. think about it.... a person that you really look up to. would you want them to change into something that everyone one else wants them to turn into?