and that is just fine with me, we all need our random space. I didn't even know this site had a journal function, and to be honest with you, I don't think anyone reads these as it is not set up all that well. I just felt the need to exclaim to the world how much I love him. I am going to go and shimmy in the downpour outside until I get even more ill. Then I will lie in bed and think of him. We are very much in love and this is a grand thing.