i got a puppy. her name's sophie, and she's a chi-poo. a chihuahua poodle mix. :D she's gorgeous, and exactly what i need right now. a distraction. i have to take care of her, a life. my day was alright today. the chorus went on a trip to canobie lake park, so there was a significant amount of people missing. it was nice. most of the people in chorus are loud/annoying, so the day was quiet. world studies was...ehh. i sat in a certain spot that ended up being extremely close to j.c. he ended up having to move, but i was a little flustered. at another part in class, someone made a joke, and j.c. was standing up, laughing. he was looking right at me, smiling, and i didn't know what to do. i wanted to just say fuck you, for all the hell this little ordeal caused me, but i couldn't. AHSDHF. i need to get over him. i almost am. but when he looks at me...i'm fucking gone. i found out one of my guy friends is a stalker today. it's not even a joke either. he has this girls phone number memorized, knows where she lives, and knows a bunch of random shit about her. he's been 'in love' with her since second grade. if thats not pitiful enough, he thinks he has a chance with her. which he doesn't. plus, she's going out with another one of my guy friends, and he's (the stalker) absolutely pissed about it. it really amuses me. and freaks me out. ugh. i don't wanna go to school tomorrow. fuck it. fuck it all. Take a deep breath and throw it all away- The Maine

i haven't used this in a while. i don't even know why. lauren's birthday- it went good, we ate a shitload of brownies and cookies, and had fun. it was definitely a better day. we had a semi-formal dance last friday. it was good. i didn't dance with any boys, but i had a good night with the girls. the one 'drama' that happened was stupid, as with most middle school things. alex gave a girl an abortion hotline card. it was actually pretty funny, but her and her friends flipped out. they pushed him into the girls bathroom and went mental on him. it's more the girls fault, seeing as she has the reputation for that. other than that, it went pretty smoothly. the only problem was, a few days previously, without telling me, scott asked brad for me. a boy who i DO NOT like. he's a friend, and now it's all weird. i was pissed about that, but i didn't let it ruin my fun. lauren had gen tell louie that she liked him. that didn't go to great, but she doesn't like him all that much so she didn't care. my situation with boys is getting a little strange. lately, i've been flirting with drew a lot. and sometimes, he actually flirts back. it's strange. i don't like him nearly as much as i did, but there's always going to be a place i hold for him. i haven't had any improvements with j.c., but that was to be expected. then there's alex. i kindasorta like him. i don't even know why, but lately i've been thinking about him. he's been sitting next to me at linch, and we sometimes flirt. earlier in the year, i never would have thought he would like me. but now, i talk to him a lot. it's strange. i got a 78 on my math quiz. fuck. ---------------- treasure island, ftl. D; i never really introduced myself, so i guess i'll do it now. i'm kelli (username, ftw.) i'm 12, 13 in august. i love music. currently, some of my favorites are All Time Low (atlb, ftw.), Forever The Sickest Kids, The Academy Is..., and way more. i love my iPod. 4 gigs of my life < 33 (Disturbia, ftw.) i play soccer, softball, and field hockey. soccer- 4-0-2 (w-l-t) we should be in first, but they haven't added our most recent win yet, so it says we're in second. softball- 2-2 (w-l) i have a twin sister, an older sister, and an older brother. my life is pretty fucked up. isn't it funny that i'm only twelve? haha i used ftw/ftl four times. those atlbs... :P