"You strive for attention, even if its good attention, bad attention or sexual attention." Oh do I love my therapist. Isn't that such a lovely thing to say to me? But I guess in a sense its really true. I adore attention in anyway it comes. But anyways I've been really busy, Friday night I was out and then Saturday I went up to Del Mar for the night, stayed at my friends sister apartment. We went into the spa for the complex and we saw these two guys walking around, and they where cute. (: So about after the fourth time they walked by I called them over. chit chated and then told them to go get their bathing suits on and get it. And so they did. So much fun. Then some other people came and kind of killed it so we went into the sauna, without it on and did our thing. FUN TIMES. The sunday had to wake up friggin' early and headed up to Disneyland and has SO much fun. Monday got to miss intersession and go to California adventure. I was expecting us to come home around seven but ended up getting home at like 10:30 and I had to write two friggin' essays. Didn't get into bed until around twelve. it sucked.
For some gay reason I've been listening to 'see you again' I AM LAME (: but i loveeeeeee it kill me. I WANT SLEEP I LOVE SLEEP. I want to pass out already but its SO early. well if someone is up and sees this IM me. whateverrrkt

Last night was gay. I hate teachers who lack common sense. Its just like COME ON ALREADY. Stupid bitch ass teacher kick me out of her class for no apparent reason, then called my mom talking about how I act is "not appropriate". But whatever, on a lighter note, I washed my car today. Then I kissed my mom's ass and washed hers too. I can't wait to get my license in two months. OH YEAH, I got to drive my dad truck around the block, Its a brand new 08 ford f-150. I was so flippin' happy. I LOVED IT. It was so nice. I really want to go snowboarding. I just want it to be winter already. LOVE LOVE LOVE winter. And oh god, my itunes is acting like a bitch. When I click to play a song it does the thing to change the name and i'm just like NO! I don't want to do that. And then the fuckin' "mini itunes' thing won't fucking go away once I click no. fuck my life . :| Yesterday was my ex-boyfriends birthday. Thank god we go to different school so I don't have to see him. I was way to scared to call and say Happy-Birthday. I really really still want to. I don't know if I shouldn't bother or what. Its just all gay gay gay. But anyways, lately i've been really sick of everyones shit. I just want everyone to fucking shut up. And so when I go and just chill by myself everyone is just like " OMG KRISTYN ARE YOU OKAY?! TALK TO ME I'M HEREEEEEE." Just makes me think about how sometimes I would want to be that quite girl in the corner who no one really cares about. I know I love attention but hell, way to much lately. Everyone all up in my grill. It gets old. And I hate how some people think I'm not 'as' smart because of how I dress, talk blah blah. But shit I'm smarter than your mother, I'm just really lazy and don't care for homework. I just don't like getting perceived in that way. "Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes." -Mahatma Gandhi. I am in love with that quote. It just gets me right at that spot. When we think of freedom we think ' Oh we get to talk about whatever & act in whatever way" But never once does it come along that we need the freedom to make a mistake. Mistakes are so disowned, people are scared to make them but the truth is that they make us. without mistakes you can't learn and the point is to learn from everything. Your strengthens and weaknesses. I guess thats all for 040208? nighty night.