Hi, I'm Kristyn. And I really am different from what everyone thinks I am. I don't know how to start this whole 'thing'. I mean it weird if you just start it out with a big bang, right? - I'm back on a later note of the day. I'm sitting here listening to The Click Five & I am really liking them. So I'm eating Shrimp Scampi, and it came in this pasta bag company thing. And I've had there pasta before and it was good, but this time the pasta taste.. pasta-less. The shrimp is hard. and The garlic is..soggy. I can't believe that I'm sick! It really sucks, Had a sore throat and for about three days now my voice has been in and out. Pretty gay if y0u ask me and everyone finds it so much fun to make fun of my voice BUT ITS NOT. I'm really not liking intersession, my teacher for it is a HUGE bitch. She needs to get a grip, stop doing drugs and get her shit together. She swears she is the shit and knows everything about English but hell, I know more than that bitch. The only reason I'm there is because my ass ditched so much. Its not that I lack the English language skills, I just don't like school. Honestly it is just a waste of my time. All the pointless homework, I mean I always get 'advanced' on my testing. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE CAHSEE RESULTS. And if you don't know what the CAHSEE is its the California High School Exit Exam. You take it as a sophomore but its 7th grade learning. Can someone explain that one to me? I remember being in the class taking that, the whole time I was thinking about how a fuckin' third grader could pass it. I got distracted by cute boyssss. But then again who doesn't. ;) But among all the things I do seem to understand, boys is just not on that list. Yeah for about two seconds I thought I understood them but when it comes down to it, I and no one else really do. Just how you boys complain that you don't understand girls, shit we don't understand you. WHATSOEVER. My ex-boyfriends birthday is tomorrow, I want to call and say Happy Birthday but I don't know. :/ We broke up a few weeks ago and hes already back with his girlfriend. That was SUCH a blow to me. But then again HEY I've been talking to his bestfriend. Wonder what he thinks of this whole thing. If there is one thing I want to know is what he is thinking when we talk on the phone, Flirt and have our little 11:11 phone call make a wish shit. I mean really is it all bullshit or should I get my hopes up? SHITFUCKMEANDMYLIFE. I just don't know what to do anymore. And wow I really didn't think i would write this much. Its kind of nice to have somewhere to just write and write. I could never keep a real journal, not my thing. I think maybe I need therapy again? But I like writing this out. Oh god I'm gay. AND LOL I love how my itunes just went from Gym Class Heros to the Kottonmouth Kings-420. Good shit man. I think we'll have a talk about 420 later. If you catch my flow. By the way, this guy I've liked since last September 19th, I found out him and his girlfriend broke up on the 28th which would have been me and my ex's one month. Freak stuff? Or is that just me. I've been liking him from afar. Kind of sucks but its life. I guess this is enough for right now or today. I guess we'll find out later? 033108.