/ "no the sweetness will not be concerned with me..."/ i don't know anymore.. it feels like i'm beginning to reminisce those moments where i've been down that road again.. when i see that girl before, I feel so sorry for her... her heart got caught into something.. she's been tangled up by the illusions of the one person she learned to love.. but she will always make him special... he will always be special for her... T_T /"hate that i love you... i still do.. and i think i'll always do.."/ first love... will it stay forever? will it end? i have this song.. it's for that person... by lifehouse.. :) i was alone, living miles away i'm reading the signs, and they got nothing to say it's always the same reasons of why i shouldn't stay but i got nowhere else to go so tell me where to go from here tell me how to find another way i know that you can get me out of this if i could only make it through the day so tell me where to go from here tell me is there more to find i'm looking for the only one who can get me through these times there was a time when i'd rather run away if there was a place to hide, that's where you'd find me today but there was nowhere to run no one else to face but myself and you don't have to tell me i'm wrong so tell me where to go from here tell me how to find another way i know that you can get me out of this if i could only make it through the day so tell me where to go from here tell me is there more to find i'm looking for the only one who can get me through these times why can't i look you in the eye i know you see through me so i try to look away so tell me where to go from here tell me how to find another way i know that you can get me out of this if i could only make it through the day so tell me where to go from here tell me is there more to find i'm looking for the only one who can get me through these times