first day of summer what a beautiful night that brought along with it a familiar scent, that has been caught in the breeze. a scent that is coupled with memories of those summer days of youth. forget philosophy forget the politics, but remember the road to the west just remember those days when you wanted to be free. against the odds or with them. whether you took those chances or not just remember that wreck, and the tangled bodies. intertwined together like the threads of fate, if you believe in that sort of thing. if memory serves me well, then it was a drink, just one drink. thats when i saw you on the couch. then it was a couple of more for courages sake. Concerned faces looking over, faces not so familiar. Asking for a name, a place, for anything you could possibly recollect, but its all locked up in the distance. your mind speaks for itself. laid down and strapped down. as your vision blurs, you fade into the flashing red light. our hands were woven together down low in the absent of light, i was your secret shame. but you were also mine. we were never anything more or anything less. you breathe in the fresh air but it feels like its running out, and your vision struggles to grasp, heaven? with the halos of light surrounding a dozen faces, where else could you be? the angels say not to struggle, but you rather not go down with out a fight which only brings to mind a dozen of broken promises, yours and mine. we'll always return never quite the same. you and me, untill we burn those bridges. You leave that place of mercy or compassion, and see her standing in that parking lot. you can breathe, just breathe. I for one will never forget, but where are you now?

It is so easy to see Dysfunction between you and me We must free up these tired souls Before the sadness gets us both I tried and tried to let you know I love you, but I'm letting go It may not last but I don't know Just don't know If you don't know Then you can't care And I show up But you're not there But I'm waiting And you want to Still afraid that I will desert you Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away The distance between us makes it so hard to stay But nothing last forever, but be honest babe It hurts but it may be the only way A bed that's warm with memories Can heal us temporarily The misbehaving only makes The ditch between us so damn deep Built a wall around my heart Never let it fall apart Strangely I wish secretly It would fall down while I'm asleep If you don't know Then you can't care And I show up But you're not there But I'm waiting And you want to Still afraid that I will desert you, babe Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away The distance between us makes it so hard to stay But nothing last forever, but be honest babe It hurts but it may be the only way But we have not hit the ground Doesn't mean we're not still falling, oh.. I want so bad to pick you up But you're still too reluctant to accept my help What a shame I hope you find somewhere to place the blame But until then the fact remains Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away The distance between us makes it so hard to stay But nothing last forever, but be honest babe It hurts but it may be the only way Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away The distance between us makes it so hard to stay But nothing last forever, but be honest babe It hurts but it may be the only way

just need to filter these thoughts into a medium... i thought you said you loved me... what the hell, so you just abandon me, and completely phase me out. ugh... well it doesn't really matter in the end i guess, nothings been the same since i found out about all of you lies. ive asked you straight to your face if youve ever lied to me an you deny it, not knowing that (or maybe putting your friends up to it) they told me. maybe i shouldve called you out on it.