Oh my god class sucks. But on the upside I swear everyone in the class room is watching the clock counting down the minutes this class is over. they are all thinking" as soon as this class is over their is only one more class until spring break and we are free." I love half-days they are so the best. The list: Ben Billy John

Both the track team and the baseball team left school today so it is dead quite. Kinda nice. Most people don't know it but I am not a people person. Being all by my self is just fine and I have these days when I just want to be alone. It is on these days my friends have "suicide watch" like they think I’m going to kill my self. what ever. suicide is for wimps. Are you afraid of the other side? Hot list: Ben Billy John

TEN FAVORITES 01. Television show: csi 02. Flower: rose 03. color: red 04. Sport: none 05. Mall: the Las Vegas mall 06. Music: metal 07. Food: lentil burgers 08. Season: winter 09. Animal: wolves 10. City: Las Vegas TEN FACTS 01. Hometown: Winnemucca 02. Hair color: blond 03. Hair length: short 04. Hair style: emoish 05. Eye color: blue 06. Shoe size: 9 1/2 07. Mood: normal 08. Orientation: straight 09. Available: yeah 10. Lefty/righty: righty TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 01. Have you ever been in love: no 02? Do you believe in love: not really 03? Why did your last relationship fail? Didn’t work 04. Have you ever been heartbroken: no 05? Have you ever broken someone’s heart: no clue 06? Have you ever fallen for your best friend: nope 07. Have you ever loved someone but never told them: yes 08. Are you afraid of commitment: nope 09. Have you ever had a secret admirer: yes 10? Do you believe in love at first sight: nope TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT 01. Love or money: love 02. Hard liquor or beer: no clue 04. One night stands or relationships: relationships 05. Television or internet: both 06. Pepsi or coke: coke 07. Wild night out or romantic night in: night in 08. Colored or black and white pictures: black and white 09. Phone or in person: in person 10. Aim or my space: neither TEN HAVE YOU EVERS 01. Have you ever been caught sneaking out: yes 02? Have you ever skinny dipped: duh 03. Have you ever done something you regret: yes 04? Have you ever bungee jumped: I want too 05. Have you ever been on a house boat: nope 06. Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: yup 07. Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: yeah 10. Have you ever been caught by your parents doing it? No TEN EMOTIONS 01. Are you missing someone right now: yeah 02. Are you happy: not really 03? Are you talking to anyone right now: yeah 04. Are you bored: kinda 05? Are you German: nope 06. Are you Irish: nope 07. Are you French: nope 08. Are you Italian: nope 09. Are your parents still married: yeah 10. Do you like someone right now: yeah

School is killing me. Poser friends who keep stabbing me in the back. Two faced boys. The dudes who just wanna get laid. I’m tired of it. I think I am just going to get in a fight and get suspended so I can get some peace and quiet and play Resident Evil 4.

friend one minute enemy the next. broken promises and hopes. kiss my ass you fake bitches. i'm not gonna take any more of your shit. next time my fist is in your face. then we will see you you like being on the receving end

i hate school especialy when they prison me in a room all day for a state test. the wasl is a bogus waste of time that wouldn't be needed if the teachers, were doing their job. my brains are practically ozing out due to 4 days of testing.