i'm so tired of hearing people say shit like "OMG this is my song" or "this was written for me!" look, kids.. you're not the only one to ever feel that way. but if you can find an entirely sympathetic tune to commiserate, good on you. and if you really have as little personality to completely identify your life's story with one track, that's cause for worry. fcking myspace generation: "i'm going to list works created by other people to express MY individuality!" but if you really feel so extremely about these things, why don't you create your own? give that a serious try, huh? i say we weed out the real artists from the wanna-bes. (for the record, i know better than to try to be either. it's a fact that more people write poetry than read it, so do the world a favor and cut the emo crap.)

he can't do this, he just can't. this would be the third time one of my best friends moved in high school. wtf, this is second semester of senior year. we're supposed to be in the fucking clear.. he can't. it started out years ago four of us, and one by one they've been forced to leave. of that it's only me and him left. and now it's his choice to move across the country with his mom because he can't stand his stepmom. admittedly she's really hard on him, but if he's been lying to her, he should expect to get caught. (unless such were foolproof, but he isn't that good.) but it's only so many months until we graduate, and then til we're legal. and there's no way both sets of parents would be okay with this, right? especially with all the transcripts and crap now. still it's his choice to go. how fucking selfish. i've been in it worse with my stepdad, and i coulda moved to fucking london england with my dad at any time. but i didn't. i have friends here. and it's not fair of him to break my heart again. i've wasted too much of my life on this boy, it sometimes seems. but given recent behavior, he's not likely to leave us. good, cause he promised me to prom nearly a year ago. if he does go though, there's no doubt i'll be calling him a stupid motherfucker and telling him to call me every week until he's on the goddam plane.