Listening to: Rape Me I hate: Eye crispies I love: Rice crispies After listening to about 3 hours of Miley Cyrus and Jonas Brothers yesterday (courtessy of friend Amanda, pop efficionado-I murdered the spelling), I need some good old Nirvana to get me back to normal. Nothing much to report. Steve came back for the long weekend, and I am super-excited. Its nice to have steven around, even though he just eats, sleeps, texts, and annoys you. Hes great anyways. School starts on Wednesday. Rrrr, I don't want to go. And its not because school is boring and hard and bla bla bla. Cause its not, actually i have some pretty great times there! I just dont wanna wake up at 6:30 everyday. Why can't they start the day a little later. I'm sure you dont feel like reading about McCain and his running mate and Obama and his "change and hope", so I won't get into it. I had the strangest dream last night, but I dont feel like getting into that either. I have really surreal dreams. Peace, love and waffle fries!

Dane Cook: Not So KoolAid Jim Gaffigan: Hot Pockets Here's a nice Andy M. episode for ya: http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?id=1531890&vid=87238 Thats all I have to say for now. I just cant journal lately. I dont know why.

Listening to: Polly by Nirvana I love: Acoustic guitar, you I hate: thick eyeliner and neck pains. Well, I did it. I learned how to play My Friends on guitar. And I'm not that bad! I'm proud of myself, but its not much to journal about. Next! Other than that, there's nothing new in my life. Love you!

Listening to: Drain You by Nirvana I love: Drain You by Nirvana, Tea, Acoustic Guitars I hate: Harmonicas, people at music stores who stay just to show off and perform. What losers. Hey people. It seems to me like I havent journaled in forever, but as you can see, I journal quite often. I enjoy it. Oh so I just finished making another awesome chord progression just this morning. I am so excited! I might even write lyrics to this one, but that'll take a while. I really really want to take guitar lessons. I am self-taught so far, but I feel the need to pay someone to show me other stuff. I also REALLY want to learn how to play "My Friends" on guitar. I know how to do the first 2 or 3 opening chords, but I can't do the fast part with the hammer ons and whatnot. After all, I just learned how to read tabs about an hour ago. *song changes to Lounge Act* I've decided to accept the fact that I'm going to 8th grade, which means I've accepted the fact that I have to choose a highschool. I have to put down my top 3 Catholic Highschools on the TACHS exam. I dont know what I'll put. Every other girl in my class (because the boys dont communicate at all) pretty much knows where they want to go. But I still have to make a very big decision. So I turn to my over-sized headphones, Kurt Cobain, Hillel Slovack, and a blasting iPod to help resolve things. I wish there was a lake or something nearby. I always think better when I'm in water. I dont know why. Hey, maybe I'll take a bath. Oh well. My mom's birthday is today. I didnt get her anything, so Ive been really nice to her so far today. I want to get her one of those fancy Chinese teapots though. She's really into herbal tea and all that shizzit. I think its great as well. Walking in the hallway yesterday, I knocked down a cheap frame from the wall. I felt something rub against my shoulder, and then down came Jimi Hendrix: Axis Bold as Love crashing onto my bare foot. Now I have an awesome cut, and I hope it will scar because I need a nice scar on my foot. It looks like a lower-case i. As in "i....wish this cut had never happened." It was meant to be I guess.

Listening to: My Friends by RHCP I love: Flip Flops and graphic tshirts I hate: sadness and the upcoming school year I am leaving for Washington DC tomorrow (to drop off Steve for college). I'm gonna miss that guy, he's the only one fun in the house. The only one that keeps happy and really knows how and when I need cheering up. So I've had My Friends on repeat for the last 30 minutes, and I never get bored of it. I could have gone to a Red Hot CHili Peppers show when I was a baby (a little less than one). They were opening a concert in the area with Aeroplane and Coffee Shop. My parents went, and they were considering taking me, but decided not to. Damn. Dropped me off at G-dog's house (Grandma's house). Turns out I cried the whole time I was there, something I rarely did even around G-dog. Poor me. I won two rubber chickens at an arcade for me and Nora. It's one of those squeaking toys. These chickens' mouths are so round and wide open, you'd think it was a rubber sex toy for roosters. No kidding. 8th grade is coming up and I DONT WANNA GO! I had the creepiest dream about my teacher, so creepy I don't even feel like telling all of you. Goals for this schoolyear: --Do some more paintings (i need a good scholarship, hopefully that will get me some money) --Get better at guitar (perhaps lessons, maybe buy some books on chords and guitar stuff) --Clear up the face. I don't have that many pimples, but they sorta annoy me sometimes. --Loose some belly fat. I am very thin and not very curvy, but my belly makes me look like I'm a month or two pregnant. I guess it's the Italian in me. --Grow taller. I'm aiming for 5'6'' by the time I'm done stretching --Finally learn how to rap the full "Rappers Delight". I only know about or 6 minutes. i have to learn the rest, or else that would just be a big disappointment. --Write songs. Or poetry. I don't care which. I have to start writing down stuff that comes to my head, or else I will get nowhere. Or somewhere that leads to nowhere. I'm gonna go pack now, because I have nothing else better to do. Maybe I'll read some of my book. Who knows. Adios.

1. Name a quote from the song you're listening to: "I need some help to please myself."-Polly 2. When were you born? May 20th 3. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? Do family members count? 4. What are you seriously wearing? Gray tee shirt and PJ shorts 5. When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked? Hmm....a little less than 2 months ago 6. Ever kissed anyone on your top friends? Nope. 7. Describe the last time you were injured? I got hit in the back of the head with a giant rubber ball while going really fast on a swing 8. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? No. absolutely not. 9. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back? No, because I have no exes 10. On your "lazy days" what would you be doing? Journaling and playing sims and playing guitar 11. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with? Nora 12. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres? The Dark Knight 13. Who was the last person to slap your butt? I don't remember 14. Favorite toy as a child? Puddin 15. Do you own a pair of Converse? No, they make my feet look like flippers 17. Do you eat cookie dough? Yes. 18. Have you ever kicked a vending machine? Yes, as well as punched and yelled at it. 19. When's the last time you had gummy bears? At christmas 20. What color are your bedsheets? Sky blue-ish periwinkle 21. Do people consider you smart? Yeah, I think so. 22. What temperature is it outside right now? I dont feel like checking 23. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone? Yeah, who knew a shower could take 30 minutes 24. Could you live without a computer? No 25. Do you have an iPod? Yes! 26. What movie do you know every line to? Grease and the Notebook and Anchorman 27. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? I cant even remeber. 28. Last person you hugged? Brother 29. Had a long distance relationship? No. 30. Who was the last person you held hands with? I dont hold hands 31. At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender? There's an opposite gender? Where! Just kidding. Uhh, I have no clue. 32. Do you know someone who likes you? I think. Eh, probably not. 33. How do you handle a rainy day? I love rainy days. Great for playing guitar, sleeping, and journaling. 34. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you? I guess a little. Not usually 35. Are you cold? Nope are you? 36. Do you have a lot to learn? I think so. Hopefully 37. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true? No, not yet 39. Are you a patient person? Yeah, i guess 40. Are you an impatient person? No, i dont think so 41. Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers? Disney. fo shizzle 42. When do you feel your life energy is the strongest? When I am pissed off 43. Are you with someone right now? Nope. 44. Next time you'll take a shower? Tomorrow mornin' 45. Is anyone on your bad side now? Yes 46. What jewelry are you wearing? No jewelry here!. 47. Who's your favorite singers/band? Nirvana, Red Hot CHili Peppers, John Frusciante, No Doubt, Jimi Hendrix, Rolling Stones, and Led Zeppelin. 48. Next kiss? Who knows. 49. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy? No. hahaha 50. How do people spell your name? Michelle (correct), Michele, Michaelle, or Michael. Dumb people 51. Would you wear your boyfriends/girlfriends clothes? Maybe. 52. Hows your life going as of right now? I wish it was better, but I guess Ill live with it. 53. Do you think you're ugly? Yeah a little, I don't know why people find me to be pretty. 54. How's your heart? Full of love but covered in hate. 55. Last line of a song you heard? "This life is more than just a read through" 56. What are you doing tomorrow? Reading and journaling and hopefully shopping! 57.Can you honestly say your happy with who you are? Nah, but I do it anyways! 58. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe? No, so stop. 60. Will you keep your last name when you get married? Married? Well, no i guess I wont 61. Would you rather be drunk or high? If I had to choose, high 62. When is the last time you left your house? Ive been on vacation, so about 6 days ago 63. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see? My porch and my neighbors house 64. Who is someone you have drifted from? Hm, don't feel like saying. 65. Whose the last person you felt stalked by? Jackie the stalker. Stop texting me! 66. Do you like anyone? Yes. 67. Do they know? I think so. They can get a clue 69. Do you have a dishwasher? No. 70. Have you ever been knocked unconscious? For a second. 71. Would you survive in prison? Yes, as long as I have my cellmate "Big Ben" and some sloppy joes, I'll be just fine. 72. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you? Yes absolutely. WOO! Lets go! 73. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake? Yes. hahahahaha 74. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000? Absolutely! 75. Who is number 1 on your top friends? WHo knows 76. What can you not wait to do? Eat. 77. Do you know anyone with the same name as you? Yes. Quite a few! 78. How many pairs of shoes do you own? Not a lot, but I dont feel like counting 79. Whats the last thing you ate & why? McDonalds fries-because I was starving 80. Are you a friendly person? I guess 82. Have you kissed anyone with a name that starts with an "A"? Yes. 83. What's the worst thing someone can do to you? Falsly accuse me and lie to me. 84. What's your middle name? Regina (Marie) 85. Where is your cell phone? On the back of my desk 86. How are you sitting? Feet on chair, knees up to my kneck, chin resting on my left knee. 87. What brand is your shirt right now? I have no idea. 88. Ever been to Georgia? nope 89. Do you flirt a lot? Not really. I just kind of hang out with everyone 90. What do you call your parents? Mom (or mah) and Dad 91. What irritates you most on the internet? When people taallllkk like thiiisssss. Or LiKe ThIs ThAt aNnOyS mE. 93. What are your plans for the future? You mean fantasy?. Go to college for a long time. Major in art or music and make a living from that 94. Do you fall for boys/girls very easy? Not really 95. Do you think your a good girlfriend/boyfriend? Single 96. What are you listening too right now? "On a Plain".

Listening to: Andy Milonakis (Season 2: Episode 8 on iTunes) I hate: broken tape dispensers I love: rubber chickens and real ones too. THe next time you go to Starbucks, order a: Grande Shaken Passion Iced Tea with Lemonade (sweetened) Hi everyone. I just got back from my 6-day vacation (along with a sore body and an extra few pounds). I have nothing to report, but I do need some Crispies right about now. Adios.

Listening to: Trapped in a Box by No Doubt I hate: being tickled, potent perfume I love: the sound of my voice after I scream a lot. Good morning sunshines! I woke up early today (9:00). Well, early for me. Leaving for Lake George at 1:00, Nora will be here till then. I'm pretty much going to blow half my money on food and arcade games during the next 6 days. Awesome. I made up a catchy chord progression last night. Not much of a song, just a 15-20 second progression. Oh well, I probably won't make much of it. I did however, complete a whole song's worth of chords about a week ago. No lyrics for it yet, but sooner or later I'll get to it. I'm going to 8th grade in September (Catholic School Girl here). Hopefully I'll have somewhat of a good time this year, but I'm not expecting anything. I gotsta take the TACHS test, as well as this test for Marymount High Butler Scholarship Program. Butler program my ass. THe school will still be 8K a year (at minimum). Nora's 20 minutes late, but I don't care. She's my bestiest friend in the whole wide world. I talked to her for like 2 hours on the phone last night, we were looking up shit on YouTube and just basically hanging out. I don't think I could last that long on the phone with one of my other friends. Oh and if you haven't seen any of the Andy Milonokis show, go watch it now! What's that? You can't go to YouTube on your own? I guess I'll put it here for you. Season Two Theme Song: pay no attention to the words on the screen. Whoever did that is dumb.

Listening to: Heart Shaped Box by Nirvana I hate: Painfully chap lips. I love: ravioli and pointless dinner conversation I don't listen to. Taken from cloudy eye's journal: "Musical subject to harp upon: How rap is destroying the beauty of music along with every last shred of dignity left in the female sex. [Also how it really shouldn't be theoretically possible for every song produced by the country music biz to sound EXACTLY THE SAME, but somehow there's been a cosmic disturbance in the laws of physics and they ALL DO. I think there's actually a conspiracy by country artists to wipe out the human race, death by migraine.]" Holy shizzit. I laughed HARD when I saw this. hahaha, "death by migraine". Obviously, I am dieing a slow death, right? I am leaving for Lake George tomorrow morning. It's a 4 hour drive. Luckily, I have a full charged iPod and I'm staying up till 2 so I can catch some z's in the car tomorrow (instead of hearing my aunt bitch about every little thing in the world). I'm heading up with my Gdog (aka Grandma), Gramps (aka Grandpa), Aunt Angela (aka aunt angela), and my two cousins (Zack and Greg). "I like dolls yo, cause they stuff."

Listening to: Heart Shaped Box by Nirvana I hate: Painfully chap lips. I love: ravioli and pointless dinner conversation I don't listen to. Taken from cloudy eye's journal: "Musical subject to harp upon: How rap is destroying the beauty of music along with every last shred of dignity left in the female sex. [Also how it really shouldn't be theoretically possible for every song produced by the country music biz to sound EXACTLY THE SAME, but somehow there's been a cosmic disturbance in the laws of physics and they ALL DO. I think there's actually a conspiracy by country artists to wipe out the human race, death by migraine.]" Holy shizzit. I laughed HARD when I saw this. hahaha, "death by migraine". Obviously, I am dieing a slow death, right? I am leaving for Lake George tomorrow morning. It's a 4 hour drive. Luckily, I have a full charged iPod and I'm staying up till 2 so I can catch some z's in the car tomorrow (instead of hearing my aunt bitch about every little thing in the world). I'm heading up with my Gdog (aka Grandma), Gramps (aka Grandpa), Aunt Angela (aka aunt angela), and my two cousins (Zack and Greg). "I like dolls yo, cause they stuff."