FoShizzle-x's Journal

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  • 126.

    by FoShizzle-x on October 31, 2008
    ah, halloween tomorrow. me, pierce, brendan & jess went into town today. we bought our tent & alcohol & pierce and brendan shaved their legs & armpits for tomorrow haha! i actually cannot wait til tomorrow. i'm sooo excited!! :D
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  • 125.

    by FoShizzle-x on October 25, 2008
    quite a lot has happened. me and pierce are like best friends now. he and brendan met me and jess after school yesterday and went for a drink. pierce bought me 2 packets of polos and was like "you're comin to my formal with me!" :D brendan got drunk! it was so funny! but he was being a bit of a creep towards jessica lol. gave pierce his heels today. he fits in them but says they're sore lol. we're still sharing a tent for halloween. it's 25 quid so that's 12.50 each. and pierce is coming with me to bring eva to see high school musical 3 on tuesday :D brendan told me today that last night i was flirting with pierce so today i said "pierce, i think i owe you an apology. brendan said i was flirting with you last night. was i?" and he said "yeah, you were a bit" then i said i was so sorry and he said "awk sure a wee flirt's always nice. besides i knew you were drunk so i didn't try anything" didn't try anything? wtf? i'm confused now :(
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  • 124.

    by FoShizzle-x on October 21, 2008
    pierce broke up with me today. i'm shattered. i knew since sunday something was up cuz he was acting distant & i texted him at break asking if we were okay & he said "yeah babe, you've done nothing wrong. i'm just having problems, don't worry" & he meets me every tuesday in town so he met me & told me he needed to talk to me. i told him i knew it was coming & he said he feels like he rushed into the relationship too quickly & he just needs time alone to sort his head out & he said if down the line he regrets it, we'll get back together. i went to take off his chain to give it back & he said "that was a gift. keep it. i'm gonna continue wearing yours...unless you want it back" and i said no then he & i walked to the post office & we were all chatty & i told him i loved him and he said "i love you too" & he told me a few times today that he loves me. then later he walked me to the busstop & i just got all emotional & started cryin then i felt like shit cuz i didnt wanna make HIM feel like shit by crying. then he was all "i already feel like shit. i swear, this is the hardest thing i've EVER had to do" & he kept apologising & stuff then as i was gettin on the bus i looked at him & his face was all red & so were his eyes & i said "are you alright?" & he said "no" then i said "are you crying?" & he went "yeah, a bit" then at the park tonight i had his marvel heroes tshirt & a few pictures of us people had drawn to give to him & he told me to keep the tshirt, to sleep with it or whatever cuz he gave it to me & i told him i didnt want to. then i took out the pictures & asked should i bin them & he said "no, i want them" then he was all teary-eyed again & hugged me & said "see you tomorrow if you're out" i spoke to sp afterwards and he said that he needs to feel happy making me happy and that he's pretty sure that realisation will hit pierce & he'll know he's made a mistake. and i said "you dont know that for sure" & sp said "everyone hits the wall at some stage &it's true you dunno what you've got til its gone". pierce said to sp "im just scared that if i do realise that ive made a mistake that she'll hate me". naomi made me feel so happy. she said this: (W)The sun shines in the bedroom, when we play, the rain it always starts when u go away (W) says: okay right i foned him about half an hour ago he was in bed right see pierce hes been thru alot and see every time ive ever talked to him about u hes been the happiest ive ever seen him i does love you babe i do think u two will be back together before halloween and u love him im sure and he loves u but il tell u what this is hes been hurt so bad by that slut that he doesnt want it happening to u (W)The sun shines in the bedroom, when we play, the rain it always starts when u go away (W) says: and in all right he didnt give himself time to get over that cunt so hes just sortin his head out it is alot like me and karl and trut me once i talk to him he'll realise but love dont give up on him hes not doin this to hurt u this could help u relationship and make it much stronger - becca || (W) says: i asked sp why pierce is keeping my necklace & ring & keeping me as "becks
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  • 123.

    by FoShizzle-x on October 20, 2008
    saw pierce yesterday. he's sick :( was coughing all night. today has been...odd. i got the feeling that pierce was being really distant and all. he told me it was cuz he was so sick etcetc. i think he's gonna break up with me :/ but jess said we're like the most perfect couple ever and brendan said i'm being paranoid and there's no way he would. we'll see... ash's mum went to see a psychic today and look: Rellief at long last, it's the best feeling in the world. says: she said , it was a boy, which we knew and that he was meant to be called alex, and that he's a pure soul, he was never meant to reach this earth , he was a gift from god and that he was sent to take the worry away from my dad and that i shouldn't feel so guilty and depressed and the same for paddy and that i shouldn't worry , she said if he did reach this earth i wouldn't have done anything Relief at long last, it's the best feeling in the world. says: that i wanted to that he wasn't suposed to come this far, she even knew how far i was, she said that he's with my granny mcgee ..my great granny and that he's safe and he'll always look over and be there for me Relief at long last, it's the best feeling in the world. says: and my granny mcgee told me to clip my fringe back, which she always did when i saw her.M her mum made her an appointment for monday and she wants me to go with her. i rly wanna see a psychic!
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  • 122.

    by FoShizzle-x on October 18, 2008
    this week was soo boring. brendan asked jessica out on tuesday though :D then on wednesday we went into town and jess bought the most beautiful shoes ever. if i were a size five, i'd well steal them! friday, pierce met me after school and we walked jess to the busstop and lulu walked by on the other side of the road and she kept looking back at us! jess was so excited lmao. pierce ditched me this weekend :( it's only saturday night and i miss him so much :(:(
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  • 121.

    by FoShizzle-x on October 13, 2008
    didn't do much this week. on friday i went to the pavilion for a ska night. was in shea's first and lulu was talking to me! shocker. some wee bitch stole my camera. aoife later gave paddy it, after i'd left. tasha knew she'd taken it. saturday - gary and paddy came down n shaved me n pierce's heads lmao. eamonn had a free that night so we just sat in his. sunday - me and pierce had a lazy day. had some fun in pierce's ;) but i broke pierre lol
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  • 120.

    by FoShizzle-x on October 08, 2008
    exactly a week since i've written here. i rly need to get back in to writing daily. me and pierce just sat in mine for a bit then went to lenadoon. stayed in ash's with lauren. pizza, gummy bear song, bouncing vases, sharko, purple pea-liie trains = brilliant. saturday, brendan and pierce met us at ash's and we went into town. i'm officially on the pill. went to karl's that night. pierce was all "want a good shaggin?" so we hijacked karl's room and a good shaggin it was! sunday just went back up to karl's for a while. was quite boring. on tuesday pierce, brendan, jess, annette and i went to the cinema to see how to lose friends and alienate people. it was alright like. brendan got off with jessica! a good few times! yeoooo! didn't go to school today cuz my eye hurt so i went to the opticians. apparently it's nothing to do with my eyeball so i've to see the doctor. picked new frames! can't wait to get them! :D didn't see pierce on monday and haven't seen him today cuz he's in agony with his tooth. i miss him so much :(
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  • 119.

    by FoShizzle-x on October 02, 2008
    haven't written here in almost a week. nothing spectacular has happened though, i've spent the whole week with pierce. speaking of whom, it was our 2 month anniversary yesterday :] i'm trying to set jessica and brendan up and it seems to be working. pierce and i are going to the cinema with them on monday. brendan better make his move. rachel said in school yesterday "becca's changed since she started hanging around with that bitch [jessica]" so i went up to her today in school and pulled her about it. she's shittin herself. can't hit her in school though so jess, tasha and i will get her some saturday.
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