yesterday - 30th aug. went into town. wasn't too bad. went to kfc with karl and brendan and got a boneless box :P saw suzie and kyle at waterfront. eww. met pierce after work then we headed to mine. my mum and dad were getting on all weird and then my mum came into us holding a condom and was all "who owns this!?" but i persuaded her it wasn't mine. sean and carla started going out! today - 31st aug. had to stay in to tidy for a bit then i went to the park. lulu was back. pierce ended up going away and talking to her for an hour and a half. i was ragin. he came back and went straight for anto. i went to climb over the gate and he told me he was gonna hit anto. i told him not to. he went "becca please" and i climbed over and went "fuck ya" and he ran over and went "becca". then i cried and lulu climbed over the gate and said bye to both of us. i let pierce talk to anto and i told him to send seaneen over so he did. i spoke to her then she told me to come back to the park. then at quarter past i went over to anto and pierce and said "pierce i have to go" and he said "one minute" and i said "no im goin now" then i heard him shout at anto sayin "do you see that!? do you see what youve done!? apparently im ruinin her life!" etcetc. then i went home n brendan n sp ran after me. met pierce at the 10a bus stop. lulu texted me sayin she was gonna get kirstie off my back and she said she'll help me out. i said thanks then she said "honestly, just so you know, im not doin this for you" and i said "i know you're not". lulu & pierce were talkin about how she still loves him but he feels nothing. she wants to be my mate but she just hasnt got used to me and pierce yet. she said that shes not annoyed that i came in and went out with pierce, but shes annoyed at pierce for ruining our friendship. pierce was all "im fallin for you so hard and i just cant help it" and i swear to god, i thought he was gonna cry and i cried and i was all "i dont wanna fuck this up".

woke up this morning and oisin was texting me, being the usual creep that he is. school was soo boring. we sat in the same room all day. mrs cromie's back. was weird seeing her again. pierce met me after school and he, jessica and i went into town. pierce told jess that he'd buy her alcohol, pay for her transport and give her 100 quid if she bucked brendan and she agreed. it's gonna be brendan's birthday present - to pop his cherry. after jess left, pierce and i went to the cinema and me marcus, paddy flynn, warren, nichola, naomi, annette, karl, sean-paul, brendan, hackett and dee and went to see the strangers. it was pretty good like. jumped soo much. it scared the living daylights out of pierce, i laughed soo much at him. i had to babysit so me and pierce just went to mine afterwards. i decided i wanted to have a deep conversation and pierce ended up telling me that he was falling in love with me. it took him ages to tell me and he kept saying that he didn't want to seem too forward. he said "i'm falling in..." and then smiled and even though i knew what he was gonna say i said "say it" and he laughed and said "you know what i'm gonna say! the l word" so i asked him to say it again and he did. and then i told him i felt the same way. i was so happy... and so was he!

yesterday - 27th. went to lenadoon then pierce sat in mine til about half 3 in the morning. we watched alan carr - fuck me, he's funny. "if any of you have aids *pauses*...*points to ears* take them out" dear god, i don't think we've ever laughed so much. i found out monk and chrissie are "on a break" and also, karl broke up with naomi. break-up season or what!? today was my first day back to school. pierce walked me down and then he went to pong. dani's in my form class so i'm happy but we have mrs mccarten as our form teacher ffs. pierce met me after school with brendan and then we went to brendan's house. i have the cold or something so i've been feeling sick as fuck. when we were in brendan's watching dogma, i noticed that pierce had started to heat up and i told him to take his jacket off but he said he was cold. both of us ended up falling asleep for a bit. we were sooo ill. we went to lenadoon for a bit. was pretty shit like; as always. then pierce came down to mine for about an hour or two then sean-paul texted him saying he might break up with helen! so pierce left and he texted me later saying sean-paul's gonna end it. oh noes.

yesterday - 25th aug. went up to lenadoon. dee got stoned lmao. was so funny, he was sooo baked. me and pierce headed down to mine after and pierce ended up not leaving my house til half 3 in the morning. we talked about everything. it was a rly deep conversation; i loved it. he told me he was rly starting to grow feelings for me :] kris texted me, slabbering. he'd clrly been talking to anto and believed him. in the end i told him to not text me again and delete my number. i also told him that my life had been so much better without him in it and he texted back saying "go fuck yourself luv" i then deleted his number. pierce went ":O no you didn't!" when he saw me do it. he said he would have never expected me to do that. i felt weird as fuck but it's for the best. today - 26th aug. went to warnocks to get my school tie with pierce. cost me 8 bloody quid! we then went into town and i bought school stuff. then we met ash and marcus and we went for a pint in kelly's cellars and me and pierce headed to mine for a bit. we lazed about then sat on the computer. as soon as it hit 00:01 pierce said "happy anniversary". what a cheesepuff. 3 weeks

today was pretty shit. woke up this morning, washed my hair and then pierce called down for 45 minutes before he left for work. i tidied my room and just sat about the house. pierce was meant to call down when he got outta work at half 10 but he texted me saying he had to stay til 1 :( but he's only working til half 5 tomorrow :D i think my mum and dad are arguing again. they're a wee bit drunk and my mum's calling him a dickhead and trying to make him feel as though he's 2 inches tall. *sigh* here we go again...

- Anto - www.imanto.com says: you not gonna reply to my comment on bebo then no ? - becca || du bist sehr schön but we haven't been introduced. says: i was actually gonna leave a comment sayin "what are you on about 'the way you and pierce get on out in the street'?" - Anto - www.imanto.com says: you where up on him with your legs raped around him, lumbering the face of him in the park.... ? - Anto - www.imanto.com says: Does that put it bit better for ya ? - becca || du bist sehr schön but we haven't been introduced. says: you're gonna hold that ONE time against me? - Anto - www.imanto.com says: You've just told me that there has been more than one by saying that. - becca || du bist sehr schön but we haven't been introduced. says: no, i haven't. i meant that as in it happened once and you're writing on your bebo as if it happens all the time - Anto - www.imanto.com says: its only happened once? but your only after saying "that ONE time against me" if your saying that then it means yous get on like that more than often like. - becca || du bist sehr schön but we haven't been introduced. says: right. - Anto - www.imanto.com says: Speechless? - Anto - www.imanto.com says: Had this bullshit when pierce and lulu did this, its fuckin grim. If you's want to be all horny n all, go do it in your house or something, its just so fuckin disrespectful. - becca || du bist sehr schön but we haven't been introduced. says: awk, fuck off anto - becca || du bist sehr schön but we haven't been introduced. says: what the fuck possessed you to leave that comment anyway? - Anto - www.imanto.com says: possessed? rofl. i posted it, because I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE BEING DISRESPECTIVE alrite. - becca || du bist sehr schön but we haven't been introduced. says: haha right okay. - Anto - www.imanto.com says: why do you not? - Anto - www.imanto.com says: or shud i say, are you not? - Anto - www.imanto.com says: Why you not replying? - Anto - www.imanto.com says: there i edited my comment, to tell people that you havent got on like that in the street more than once. - Anto - www.imanto.com says: Why arnt you talking now? - Anto - www.imanto.com says: Will you talk.. - Anto - www.imanto.com says: Rite will if you wont talk all good. But here all im gonna say is. If you wanna tell pierce or have already told him what i said, and he wants to slabber about it, its you that will get him slaped. Hes a mate of mine, but if you told him and he wants to slabber because YOU told him and didnt reply to me, then its your fault.

almost 100 entries :] went into town with pierce today. was pissing down and no-one was bloody in! bought a joker poster. it's hot stuff like. pierce ditched me to go to work at 4 so i just headed home, got into bed and watched drop dead fred then fell asleep. felt sick when i woke up though :( sat on the computer and now i'm feeling better. texting pierce atm. he was all "cant wait 2 c ya iv got withdrawl symtoms" i was only with him 8 hours ago! haha bless him

pierce stayed last night again. he had to leave at half 8 this morning though because he had to start tech. i went into town today with brendan, hackett and pierce. i got drop dead fred on dvd and a joker tshirt. i love it. we met marcus, carla, annette, cricky and sean and went to the cinema to see hellboy. it was rly good. we then headed to lenadoon for a bit. had a pretty good day like :]

my daddy bought me 'you don't mess with the zohan' on dvd. it's a dvd rip so the quality's rly good. pierce stayed last night then we went down to get my gcse results. i got 2 As, 6 Cs, a D and an E and i got back in for sixth form. i cried, i was so happy. we walked to pierce's school til he got his. he got 2 Xs, 4 Ds, a U and a C. he's repeating his english and science in tech though. jessica got back into school too so i'm rly happy. can't wait! i start back next thursday - ahh! so close!

oh my. i haven't written here in ages. i've loads to fill up on. MY WEEK IN LONDON: 11th august. in london :) didn't get to our apartment until 2pm so we had to kill 4 hours. we were so tired cuz paddy and pierce stayed in mine the 2 days before we left and we had to get up at 3am. i was kissing pierce this morning and i'm 99.9% sure that he said "love you". i didn't say anything back cuz i wasn't too sure if he definitely said it. the plane was so scary. i don't mind them but tasha was so frightened and she was in tears and everything. got myself a topup and texted pierce. i really miss him. bigtime. 12th august. 2nd day in london. we went to camden market today. it was really brilliant. bought a wee pair of pink and black creepers and got pierce's harrington. tasha bought a shitload of stuff. she bought paddy aladdin trousers and a 50 quid bomber. she got a pair of white nps for 35 quid! texted pierce a lot. he's so cute