Since this is my very first entry -- ever -- I think I should introduce myself. So, here goes, all I know about myself: Age: 13 - But who cares? Favorite color: Flourescent yellow. It's cool 'cause it's different Religion: I really don't know. my family tells me one thing, science tells me another. Creationalism vs Evolution. Sexuality: Straight Gender: Female species Favorite singers/bands: Hmmm...Avril Lavigne, Gwen Stefani, much much more. The real entry: So here goes. This is my life: I have always been smart. I don't like to brag or tell people I'm smarter than them, excep for my brother but I think that's okay...I'm in math 2 years above my grade...which is...."great"....... I hate spelling bees. I absolutly hate them. Why I am in them every year...I don't know. But here is a list of the words I have spelled wrong every year. 5th grade: solution 6th grade: Caribbean 7th grade: moonbeam (yeah I know it's an easy word) 8th grade: aorta But, you know, who really cares? I don't. Hmmm....what to put next. I have glasses now...and I'm writing song lyrics for Creative Writing right now. God, my teacher is so hard on us for it. And the fact that I think I like my ex-boyfriend doesn't make my life any better. With the Sadie Hawkins dance coming up...I don't want to ask him, but I want too. I don't like dances so I don't want to ask him to the dance. Let's just call him Austin... God, he's hot, but I guess he's more "cute" than "hot". So, God, he's cute. Anyway onto more of my stupid troubled life... For my lyrics for Creative Writing I wrote about a guy who is going to commit suicide but then his mom comes and finds him and all that good stuff. Happy Ending. Whoop-de-doo. How I wish that life could be like that. I've thought about suicide. I've thought it over carefully. I don't want to let go. Anyway laptop's out of battery. I'll write another entry later.