Lastnight was meant to be the biggest party of the year. I guess that plan hadn't be approved by the Fun Police. Tonight should be better. Much better. Although when we were sitting in the rain, pressed up against the wall, dirty shoes, wet jeans, smoking two month old smokes... it was almost perfect. Almost. So close it scared me.
We looked like a photo that someone would put on deviantART.
I hope we get stoned tonight. It's been too long.
I need more drinks. I wanna be so drunk I don't care.
I am so inlove with the Juno soundtrack. I didn't like the movie all that much, but I so love all the music from it.
I haven't really been on here much.
Dunno why really. I dunno why I deleted all my entries either. Probably coz they were shit.
Everything I do, make, write, say is all shit.
All of it.
Aren't drunk guys, meant to take advantage of drunk girls?
Isn't that how it's meant to be?
Why did it happen completly backwards then?
Us girls.
Take advantage of.
Them guys.
And I feel bad about it too.
Or am I just scared of the consequences?
Can it be both?
I don't know if the pain, deep in my tummy is guilt.
Or a mild hangover.
Can it be both?