it's starting to make sense. It hurts to see myself falling, but i swear i'll get back up... tomorrow? it's just so hard sometimes! you know, when you can't be bothered doing anything because you're so tired, yet you still don't sleep it's better this time though, usually i'm constantly asking myself, when will you wake up? but i've already been awoken it's just the amount of work that it takes to get there that i'm having a hard time with. time... it's such a weird concept indescribable. uncontainable. whatever. one day i'll find the right words till then i'll just keep living day by day trying but failing to change my ways...