its harder now than ever. to actually SEE PROOF that he has a new girlfriend. i thought it wud be easier. but we were going out for a year. and it only took him a month to move on. what does that mean about our relationship? was it even real? idk. i feel like i should be happy. nothing major has happened except the witch threatened to call child services and have me put into foster care. but other than that, i just. im not happy.

he has a girlfriend hes moved on i guess i should too

i have no one. i have nowhere. i have no home. just 2 houses where i get the pleasure of going and getting yelled at and ridiculed for stuff that i didnt even know. i cant take it anymore. i have no place to go. and im done feeling like this

im sorry. im sorry for being a bitch im sorry for seeming like i dont care im sorry for being selfish im sorry for being inconsiderate im sorry for trying to keep the only thing that means anything to me from falling apart im sorry for not understanding im sorry for not accepting everyones little "jokes" about me im sorry for being such a screw up im sorry for being such an ass im sorry for everything i've ever done to you im sorry for anything and everyhting that i've done to everyone im sorry for not being there im sorry for not being a good friend im sorry for being me