flynnke13's Journal

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  • fuck

    by flynnke13 on November 29, 2008
    i feel like such a bitch. my boyfriend is jealous of me and my friend. we flirt with each other. big deal. i love my boyfriend adn i only like *d as a friend. thats it. Ben says hes jealous and protective but thats just his nature and not to worry about it but how the hell am i not suppsoed to worry about it. i dont want him to be jealous but i dont want to end my friendship with *d because of it. i just dont know what to do and i feel like a complete bitch.
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  • back down the same path that i tried so hard to get off of

    by flynnke13 on November 27, 2008

    this thanksgiving will be the first holiday i havent spent with my dad. when we got out of the car, he was crying. shannon went upstairs and cried. i got on the computer and cried. then my mom decided that we need to be hurting more because she was hurting

     w/e. im done with this place. i've had it

     

     

    why is everyone growing up and making mistakes? if these are supposed to be the best years of our life, i dont want to live to be past 18

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  • fucking piss off

    by flynnke13 on November 16, 2008

    im so sick and tired of people butting in and making assumptions and comments abotu things they know NOTHING about. fucking butt out of my relationship. you dont know anything about it and why some things happen. im so tired of always having to defend him. everyone is always tooling on him and our relationship b/c its "funny". well haha. too bad im not actually laughing and neither is he. its so immature and annoying and you should all fucking grow up already. we're in friggin high school. grow up!

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    im so afraid. i think i might need surgery again. i cried myself to sleep the week before i had the first one. i dont want to have it again. i cant handle it.

    im going to wait a week. if it doesnt go away, i'll have to go to the doctors to have it checked out, but it looks just the way the first one did. im really scared. i cant go through this again. not now. not ever

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  • ugh =\

    by flynnke13 on November 05, 2008

    im not sure what i want anymore.

    im not sure if im happy with what i've got

     i dont think anyone wants me around.

    let alone here, with them

    this wasnt how my life was supposed to go

    this wasnt how it was supposed to end

    and im so tired of holding on to sumthing i dont give a damn about

    im so tired of being nice to people who dont want me around

     im just so tired, so im gonna take an eternal nap

     

     

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