You look so beautiful tonight Remind me how you laid us down And gently smiled before you destroyed my life... Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces... -By Saliva

I'm really helpless right now coz i'm just hangin on every word she say's...

You'll never know what I felt for you You were always on my mind.. I'll never know how it feels to hold you How it feels to be with you.. I can't believe she say's that she miss me.. I wonder what's on her mind, i hope she's not playing me again..

Something unexpected happened last night i never thought she will send me a message after 11 days of no communication...

In a haze, a stormy haze, I'll be round, I'll be loving you always, always, Here I am and I'll take my time, Here I am and I'll wait in line always, always... This song will help me get through the day..

02/12/2008 Last Sunday was the worst day for me.. she said i should forget about her.. my life's a messed right now!! it's all because of her.. damn i hope to sleep and never to awake..

02/07/2008 My first entry it's thursday 10:30pm.. can't hardly wait for sunday i'll be seeing someone special...and i just talk to her today feels great..