isnt it frustrating being young. i keep thinking im learning what it means but then i still dont know the truth, and then the week after its the same old shit. oh im fine. shit im not fine. i cant do this! all that bullshit. its funny really. and then you get a clear moment like 'yeah i think i can be good and not come across as a retard' and then one thing happens and your like. damn why did i think i was fine. but then you remember all the good things you did and KNOW you should feel good. but you cant let yourself casue you know whats coming next. its not hard to explain and its easy to understand. everyone is in the same damn boat