*Water falling all around me I look up to the sky You may not be with me tonight But at least I have the rain Thoughts of you pour down It's a dark and stormy day I can make it through, I have before I'm just waiting for that lightning and thunder* The air I breathe is clear, not clouded by your words I have shelter from this storm for now But one day it will pour and I'll tell you how I feel The truth is, I've never loved you more But keeping raining on me and never let up Let me know I'm alive Drown me in your storm Oh, what a way to go* But one day it will pour and I'll tell you how I feel The truth is, I've never loved you more

Hey you, how've you been Things are good, well maybe not I just feel a little lost, can you help me find my way No, its not that, I just don't belong This feeling disappears and now I'm smiling And I laugh, "you're right." You can always make things better Hey, hello, yes I'm good Are you ok, of course I miss you too Oh now, don't make me blush, I want to see you too But you're so far away, will this ever work? This feeling disappears and now I'm "smiling" And I lie, "I'm fine." Somehow I'll make things better And now we fall into our pattern again I want to be free, but then there's no chance of you and me So I stop and I realize, I realize that I'm only human, I'm only human And this is it, this is all it takes You think its simple, simple to do what I know I have to do Because it's not, its never been simple As hard as this is, I'll do it, I'll show you One day it'll come back All will be good, at least that's what I tell myself But deep down I know... I let the one I love slip away And its all my fault Start a new life and find a new love Forget me, forget me, forget me P.S. please don't forget me

Survival is a must and focus is key But making it to the weekend seems impossible to me *4 more sleepless nights And a diminshing appetite Rampid, running thoughts ignite So much, it becomes difficult to write System overload, I fear I may explode Eyes open to find you dressed in the smell of rain These dreams are driving me insane To never look into your eyes again The thought's too much to entertain* A new place to call home and re-plant my roots Full of excitement, yet aprehension's no minute Forget wings, give me a parachute Thrilling adventure's in my pursuit* Survival is a must and focus is key But making it to the weekend seems impossible to me

*That whore Chicago stole you away Luring you, in with city lights Three thousand miles away from here I lay in bed alone tonight I guess I'm just the girl from back home Me or her, no comparisson Unfamiliar but so exciting New adventure, party for one Quite unfair to blame these new habits It's become, clear that I can't win Teasing you with opportunities She is a seductive siren But if you stayed, I would've left Sad to say, that's how this unfolds No chance for us to be together Or at least, that's what I'm told* I lay in bed alone tonight That whore Chicago stole you away That whore Chicago That whore Chicago

I woke up with a sinking heart Slept for 12 hours, yet still I'm tired This mind has been racing on a one way track The song's stuck on repeat and I can't seem to get it back *I think I might be ready Readyh to skip to the next song But even as I write this to tell you I'm through... I'm still thinking of you I was never able to make you fall for me, because I'm the one who fell for you Couldn't cathc me, so here I lay on the ground Couldn't pick me up, even though you tried to But I no longer need your help to get around* I'm trying to convince myself that we're truly friends and I haven't lost you for good But this "friendship" feeds a fire And just like a fading flame would We have dissolved into a dying desire* I'll write myself a forget-me-not and promise to remember Because tonight you get a goodbye Even though I'll see you in December Things will have changed and I won't be able to hide behind lies* Even though I'll see you in December Things will have changed and I won't be able to hide behind lies

"I don't understand why he breaks promises" He's going to break your heart "I'm upset and can't stop crying" I swear, I'll make him cry "He has alot to explain" More than you think *When she dances, why doesn't she notice when she steps on people's toes I'm sick of you dancing all over me, so I step aside But with your eyes shut tight this "preoccupation" has turned into obsessive thoughts and threatning tendancies How are you feeling this morning "Everything is perfect" Did you tell him you were crying you're eyes out, just last night? "Well, no" Oh, and why is that "Because he called"* "He's the one for me" The one you need to get rid of "I love him so much" You love the idea of him "We'll be together forever" Until you realize what you've gotten yourself into* "He's been away for too long" Not long enough "I'll just die if I can't see him" Well don't hold your breath "He can't wait to see me" He can't wait to get with you* "You don't even get how good it feels" You're right, I don't But you don't understand how bad it will hurt Then, the person who's toes you've been dancing on will pick up the pieces

A string of truth, lust and reality Braided together, we've crafted this situation I'm twirling around, caught up in this emotion Words swirling around, inculcate how you feel, over again I pull my hair back and twist it into a braid Away from my face so I can see clearly Dreams become tangled with reality When I close my eyes, we're hand in hand Look at what's in front of me, we're not quite there I let my hair down Letting worry and stress roll off my back One thing is always for sure One thing you can always count on I don't know what the future holds But then again, neither do you Stealing my breath away, water encompasses by body I float on top and let the current pick my path The river keeps flowing, pulling and pushing me along Completely free, I fill my lungs with air This heart's still breathing I take another breath to keep it so A string of truth, lust and reality Braided together, we've crafted this situation And I take another breath to keep it so

My back is on the ground, head tilted towards the sky Make a wish as I close my eyes *I tend to slip and fall, but lighning never strikes the same place twice These wishes are useless It wasn't right, but it wasn't wrong I want to save you Save you from his black heart Save you from this black sky I'm scared of what he might do to you I want to rescue you, take you to the stars But as a star, I am falling, I am failing* Why make a wish on a falling star Sometimes things are most beautiful when they're falling apart I have fallen before, just as fast as you But if I fall, someone else gets a wish* It wasn't right, but it wasn't wrong But if I fall, someone else gets a wish

I want to fall asleep in your arms and wake up by your side But I'm always alone You say I need to decide and you're up for anything You're up for anything, but the one thing I want *Oh but don't worry, I think the world's just ending And maybe this was all my fault, but what can I say? I tend to get tangled Don't question my words, they're as honest as yours Question my motives You won't be able to tell by my facade But you should know the truth, after all you're the one who corrupted me and taught me how to lie* Any guy can tell me I look cute, but only you can tell me how you feel I drown out your words with music, but it's much too loud and overwhelming I crave silence, but your voice swirls around in my head like fallen leaves caught in the wind* And I have to say, each day I wake and every step I take, bring me closer to the one