the first day of school was shit i feel like i'm gonna faint...

don't you just hate "copy cats"? arghhhh!!! i officially don't want to be friends with her anymore D: she copies my clothes, my fucking hair colour, my make-up and even my eating habits! who would want to copy any of that i don't understand I'M HIDEOUS, WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE LIKE ME!?! oh dear this is not going to be a good day tomorrow :/ i feel sick, dizzy, tired, disgusting i just want to crawl into a hole.. You were too tired to eat, too hungry to sleep Just imagine the speed, it's just what you need Look alive, see these bones What you are now, we were once And just like we are, you'll be dust And just like we are, permanent FIN

i spoke to him yesterday i wish i didn't... Watch love Get strangled by a kite's cold strings Fall comes early and summer leaves As a storm with the car keys Spark your heels Up against the picket fence I built All your wishes they will sink like stones Slowly down a lonely well

rah! i haven't spoken to him for days :\ i don't know if i wanna cry or scream or should i be happy... no, i wanna cry :( its okay though because FACK just started playing which always makes me laugh :D 'i'm cuming!' i just hope things will get better went to a party last night which was horrible my friends can be real nosey bitches sometimes >:[ And someday I'll make you mine Someday

ahh im slowly slipping from sanity not really, im still quite sane :) but im very caught up thinking how many calories i consume each day and how much exercise i've done and blah blah blah around 400 cals today :S i made these fucking disgusting muffins >:[ probably have food poisoning now... everything just isn't top notch like usual OH! and limewire is really annoying i love buying cds but i want to hear the songs first everything i try to download doesn't work or just fucks up tempted to smash my computer :) hearts need a beat like awake needs asleep

something that would make me never want another just chilling and listening to bright eyes :) i dont even know what to write here whats the point of this o_O i would really like to know am i meant to talk about my problems? gahhh i hate my problems i'll talk about them another time... lulz. "so i'm just the medicine, you take when you're sick. you get well and that's it, i'm put back on the shelf in your mirror"