an interesting last week.... it's been school holidays so just been bumming round a bit. i normally think of school holidays as a brake from school and friends and stuff but friends stilll bug me a bit. wanna do this wanna do that.... Na i think i'll just stay home today is not an a appropriate excuse so i either go( good mood) or make up a lame excuse(not so crash hot mood). but they've been alright. i went opn holiday to shearwater last saturday with my family. not a very eventful holiday or relaxing kinda sucked for holidays really. we should of just gone to sisters, where our shack is. so relaxing there, would of been cold but oh well at least i'd be happy. last night i went for a sleepover with a couple of friends, their like best friends and i was a bit the odd one out well at least that's what i thought i would be but na it was actually good... not much sleep tho, which is expected. funny, that night i was lonely and bored (at one time)so i decided i'd plan the next day. well, i decided at 3 am that i was gunna catch a bus to scummerset(somerset) and walk 3 k uphill to get to rikki's house. well i'm just an awesome little planner aren't i. at 3pm that day i found myself walking up that hill in the rain (not really heavy rain but enough to get me soaked!) well i trudged up that hill for half an hour and wandered to the door soaked and what do i get??? a towel and a boyfriend that won't even give me a cuddle the whole time i was there.... not till the end when i had to say good bye... i had 5 hours sleep that night and had walked up that hill just to see him on our 6 month anniversary and i wanted cuddles and kisses and someone to thank me but i got bugger all? he's not normally like that but still... made me sad.... well mum picked me up from there to take me to basketball training... i wasn't in a good mood and had a head-ache but i somehow got through that 2 hours but i'm buggered! got home and typed all this all this i know that's a whole lot of complaining but some of that's not right.... : ( not cool JEM