lie under my bed and behind the closet doors, begging to take me away from you. the trees are begining to get their leaves back and the cold is starting to leave. it might not be spring every where else, but in california, winter is cut short. I love it.

feeling I get when our lips meet sends me sinking into the clouds, spinning in rectangles. how was your new years? that's good. [: oh mine, well I have blisters on my fingers and it feels like my arms are about to fall off. why? me && few friends playing as a band from 6 to midnight. of course this was on new years eve, but it still hurts. its wierd... its like I have no idea what im doing but somehow my fingers know exactly what to do. school is going to start in a couple of days. ugh. but then again yay. I miss all my friends. I mean... I have been talking to them, but its not the same. you know?

mmmm... hello. [: I am nicole. pleased to meet you. you might know me as TTDUP, but I've finally decided on a new username. hollywoodfadeaway don't be afraid to talk to me, I don't bite. what to expect from me? you never know what your going to get, so don't expect something, 'cause you'll get an entirely different thing. :D talk to me about music, its what I love. listen to what I have to say, and ill do the same for you. make me a mixtape ++ ill love you forever. [: read my journal, you just might like it.