yesterday, i found out what its was like to be REALLY hurt. i found out what it meant to be used. i found out what its like to be cheated on (although that one wasn't new). I saw someone I loved and trusted tell me that they were just lonely and I was convenient. While I was out buying her a gift cause i wanted to show her that i was thinking about her, she was out doing god knows what with that other guy. Then she came back and had the nerve to tell me she loved me. Over the past year I've let her walk all over me, apologize, and then took her back. So this year my new years resolution will be saying "NO MORE" I will NOT be used like that EVER again. I truly loved and cared for her and i treated her right. I was faithful and made her feel good about herself. This year, I refuse to be somebody's security blanket or fall back cruch. I've got my money, I treat women right, I have a personality that people love, I'm a good person, and I deserve better! I may be hurting now, but in the long run i know shes gonna remember the things i did for her and know she fucked up. I will never let that happen to me again