I thought I was going to die saturday. I swore that it was the day that I die. I was sitting at the gazbo with black and linzzi and I just stood up to show them something and whenever I sat back down it hit me and it hit me hard. But whenever cowboy, brit, and kevi showed back up I felt so much better and when mozey and B got there with the alcohol I was a million times better. I wasn't suppose to drink but damn I needed it so bad. Well, no, actually I didn't need it at al I just wanted it so bad. and I drank like no other. 2 bottles? jesus I shouldve dead you don't understand. I should not be breathing at all. But I am and I'm so thankful for it. So with all these new friends comes a lot of change. Like I'm realy in to the whole country thing. The guys are nice the musics great and its been so nice being friends with these people. I'll write more about it later. peace