I'm scared, I'm really scared. It feels like I'm exaggerating all of this, but I'm not, that's what scares me. I'm seeing flashes, flashes of light, people standing around when I feel I'm alone in the room, hands, faces. I hear whispering and beeping noises and strange sound effects and I don't know if they actually occured and I'm being paranoid or if there's something wrong with me. I don't know where to go for help. I'm so afraid. Somehow I kno no one is going to believe me or maybe dismiss me as a lunatic. Except I don't think I'm all that crazy.

Oh, hey, so I think I have some serious problems here. I see... people. Not dead people, just.. people. They stare at me and then run off and FUCKING VANISH INTO THIN AIR. WHAT THE FUCK. I worry sometimes. Maybe I'm losing it completely. BUT, UH, I need new music to listen to. Really. It would be dank if someone could suggest some artists. Hint hint.

I've been thinking about that dream I had last year. It seems strangely prophetic, but... I wouldn't be caught dead in that dress.

Just got home. Home home. The people sitting ahead of me in the plane were absolutely PLASTERED drunk. Every time we experienced some turbulence they were all "OHMIGAWDWEREGONNACRAAAAAAAAAASH!" I have a lot of things I should be doing rather than wasting my time on the computer, but I'm really just not up to it. I can't wait to go back to school. I hate it when the little cycle I go through everyday gets interrupted. Don't really know why. I guess I loathe change or something. I'm a little depressed... but I'm not quite sure why,