Terrible Lie hey god, why are you doing this to me? am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be? why am i seething with this animosity? hey god, i think you owe me a great big apology terrible lie hey god, i really don't know what you mean seems like salvation comes only in our dreams i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme hey god, can this world really be as sad as it seems terrible lie don't take it away from me i need someone to hold on to don't take it away from me i need someone to hold on to hey god, there's nothing left for me to hide i lost my ignorance, security and pride i'm all alone in a world you must despise hey god, i believed the promises, the promises and lies terrible lie you made me throw it all away my morals left to decay how many you betray you've taken everything terrible lie my head is filled with disease my skin is begging you please i'm on my hands and knees i want so much to believe you fucking promised me

down on your knees, you'll be left behind this is the beginning watch what you think, they can read your mind this is the beginning i got my mark, see it in my eyes this is the beginning my reflection i don't recognize this is the beginning we think we climb so high all up the backs we've condemned we face our consequence this is the beginning of the end you wait your turn, you'll be last in line this is the beginning get out the way, cause i'm getting mine this is the beginning god helps the ones that can help themselves this is the beginning may be too late as far as i can tell this is the beginning we think we've come so far on all our lies we depend we face our consequence this is the beginning of the end