Even though its only March, I feel like it's almost summer. Spring is here, I know that for sure. And things are starting to feel different. Even though school and muscial are putting pressure on me, I feel sort of care free.

Soo, I was reading my old entries and stumbled apon some of the old bands I used to listen to like Flyleaf, ahah. Well, I just downloaded a ton of their songs and with every song comes a new memorie of how I felt listening to that song. Its so weird, I feel like I'm in 7th grade again. I'm also listening to My American Heart. Wow talk about angsty 8th grader. I can't believe I forgot about all these songs and memories, its been so long. I've grown so much. My childhood was so much easier than this. Why did I wish to grow up faster? Now everything is dull. And complicated. And lonely. I don't think there much hope for it to get better from here. I really need to get away from this town and this school and these people. Its sucks to know that I've had to waste so much of my time here. And the people are all the same. My school is small and pathetic, it drives me nuts. One day I'll be where I need to be, I just wish I could figure out where it is.