An over-whelming sense of nostalgia has been clouding over me for the past few days. I don't know what to make of it. I wish I was in the past. And be different like I am today. I used to worry about trivial stuff like boys and school. Now it's all like, boys don't matter, school gets harder and harder, so what does life have in store for me now. All I think about is the future and what is to become of me. I'm so distant from the present. I'm either focused on things that have happened or are yet to (possibly) come. My insides are like a tornado. I'm just so frustrated and I dont' know about what.