Last month of summer. I don't know whether this was a good one or a bad one. Don't get me wrong I've had my good times this summer, a lot in fact. But obviously I've been thinking a lot and I haven't gotten to do ALL the things I've wanted to do and I haven't gotten to see all the people I wanted to see. I'm now 14 which is pretty exciting and in about a month I'll be start high school. I only have 2 things I wanna do before the summer ends and then I guess I'm set for school. I got my bangs cut really short so now at least I don't have to worry about my looks. My friend Josh is transferring to MG. I really like him, but I think I shouldn't. I've noticed he's slowly backing away from me. Do I really come on too strong? I don't know if I can like Josh anyway, he reminds me too much of Jon. And speaking of Jon I've been randomly thinking about him a lot. All the things me and Jon did now me and Josh are doing. It's pretty scary. So many people are getting on my nerves it's bumming me out (ex. Emily, Tessa, Josh, Cheyenne, etc). Luckily I have the "quad-squad". Though we haven't hung out since my birthday. I don't think Samantha wants to be in it anymore. I don't know why but I feel like something bad is going to happen with my okay life. I feel like I'm going to lose something or someone close to me.