the words I’ve been afraid to say are screaming in my head the thoughts that keep me up at night are the evils that have made my bed and it’s not a question of do you love me or not because I know you do but there’s something I can’t figure out and there’s nothing you can do there is nothing we can do i have cried about things that don’t exist and I have laughed about the news so afraid of who I am alone cause’ I’m so used to having you and it’s not a question of do I love you or not i hope you know I do (I do, I do, I do) but there’s something I can’t figure out and there’s nothing I can do there is nothing we can do all these feelings say hold on but my body says let go and the wars wage on and on when my heart battles my soul and it’s not a question of do I love you or not i hope you know I do (I do, I do, I do) but there’s something I can’t figure out and there’s nothing you can do. there is nothing you can do.