I haven't updated in so long. But its not like anyone reads this. So New Years. I made resolutions last night but I forgot most of them. I am probably the worst girlfriend ever. Well, not worse or ever, but I am kinda bad. I dunno. I mean what kind of girlfriend uses the threat "You're not giong to have a girlfriend soon." even though I' kidding, I found out an hour ago how that made my boyfriend feel. And I felt like shit after and I started crying,. He doesn't know why I feel sad, and he doesn't know I'm crying. But I'm going to apologize to him, and hopefully he'll forgive me. Learning from this means I have to think before I act. In this case, I have to learn to think before I speak. even if I am kidding. So, my friends decided to make some sort of organization that'll help the world. Frankly, I don't believe the world can be helped. But I said I would support them. So I am. They plan on having bake sales and feeding the homeless. I don't know. People learn to self sustain, with the occasional nudge. But I think it's more than a nudge. I mean, it's mankinds fault that we have global warming and etc. Its a homeless persons fault that they are living in the streets. I mean if it's a homeless persons with a genetic disorder, thats different. But other than that, where people are, it's based on their decisions. I mean, yeah you feed a homeless guy for a day, but next week or even next year, he'll be on the same street or in another town and still no home. I don't know. I rant too much. I think about life too much. And I analyze too much.