Prom was the shiznit >___< i ended up going with calli, and that was a blast. haha, that girl is funny as hell. :/ i got home around 1 a.m. then i passed the fuck outtttttt lols. damn, i had a very good prom ♥ p.s. my mom is a dumb cunt

Cameron and I are back together again!!!! ♥ !!! im sooooo happy, we were on the phone for 3 hrs. last night, and all we could say to eachother was "i love you" and i am moving in with him around the beggining of June. and i am sooooooo excited 10|17|07 ♥

WOW! i had the best weekend ever! friday- went to tc to go shopping at the mall, met staci and russle there. then played down town, and went to the show at the UAW Hall. i got baked ;] saterday- gundles show, party at the blue heron, and everyone was shit faced, and so was I. travis and I spent like the whole night together, it was kinda weird, cause he was REALLY hitting on me alot. haha, but i had a blast! sunday- 420 best day, stoned loved it, and then me and travis went on a date to the friendly, and ate some grilled cheese. :D and went to the beach to watch the sunset. it was amazing. fun, fun,fun *** and i really wanted to go to the bon fire, but i couldnt. :'( oh well, today will be pretty interesting, so much drama and excitment this weekend, it was all very magical *__* cameron drama, might get worse... :/

there are alot of things in my life that need to be changed. 1- i need to try and fucking graduate 2- i need to get a job, cause i need more money really bad 3- i need to stop smoking, its seriously killing me; i cough like no other, maybe because im sick or getting sick 4- i am quitting on drinking, that just makes too many problems 5- i need cameron back in my life. i think that is kinda the reason why i am fucking up so much, is because it kills me that i am not with him anymore, and the shit he told me the last time we were talking on the phone was "i am NOT ready for a realationship because of the state that i am in." and what do you know happens next , his mood is flirty and he is talking to a whole bunch of hoez on myspace. and so i told him to call me last night (which was OFF THE CHAIN HXC BAD!) and i didnt answer the phone.....next time he called my mom answered it and bitched him out. ooooh damn! that sucks. but i seriously am going to give him a piece of my mind. and i am going home early today, i feeel like shitttttttt! i want to move out too. and i just wish my life was a little bit better. :/ im just a lost puppy...

ive been drinking and getting drunk for the past couple of days. i think i might become an alcoholic. just like my mom. ugh. ive been drinking since the age 14, lol wow! its just party party party! and i got money in the bank! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ hell yeah nigguh! xoxox~

omg, drink after drink after drink. and smoke after smoke after smoke. lawllz. my mom knew i talked to alot of reletives DRUNK. omg, crazy but the thing that pisses me off is that cameron NEVER called me or amanda to get ahold of me to say happy birthday. WTF is that!? like for real. this situation sucks. :( w/e IM 18 NOW! XD

in 2 days im 18 on the 9th of April. & im gunna get frieddddddd with kayla today XD