it happend again, he broke up with me again, and this time it hit me really hard. i was crying for 4-5 hours straight, talking on the phone with him. he thinks that i am cheating on him. and supposidy that i lied to him, which i kind of did. but, the whole situation just makes me sick to my stomache. i felt sooooooo depressed. so my friends came over, saw me crying, they said that it almost made them cry to see me balling my eyes out on the phone. so they spent the night, just to keep me company for the night, and to also make sure that i didnt do anything stupid like hurting myself... :/ but the good thing is that he said that he would sleep on it, and call me again today. which is why im so anxious to get out of school. but the thing that i dont get is that he told me that he wasnt breaking up with me. ........im confused, i REALLLLLLLY need CAMERON in my life. especailly to make me SANE, lawllllz. i love him to death, and i cant get over him, EVER.... :'( [6 months] :( i reallllllllllllllly missssss him,

omfg, i am so excited! im going to be my bby and get some shit, and omg, money and damn, alot of stuff

:/ im sooooo scared if i test + then i could go to jail. shit, cause im 17 turning 18 in the beggining of April. this sucks sooooo fucking bad and my friend, is pretty much going to fail hers toooo. she did alot more shit than i did. damn.... lyfe sucks donky dick sometimes. T_T

this sucks, and so is my boyfrannnnn :( except he is more sick than me. ugh, i made it all winter without getting sick, now that its the begining of march, i got sick. this totally sucks asshole. :'( yeah, i cant wait for spring though, and april 9th, my 18TH BIRFDAY~