i'd like to start off with this: http://www.songmeanings.net/journals/view/17292640/ that's a different me. the brave me. the one who doesn't mask her life in metaphors, or distort the words until they don't even make sense. i try to be simple there. i try to be honest. to be sincere. to be. anyways. i don't know how i feel this. i'm so light. i'm in the light. and it bubbles up from within me. spilling over and bathing me in warmth. bending the air and wrapping myself in it's embrace. and when everything is falling from your mouth. cascading in waves you can't control. there is no power. no dominance. no threat. because i'm a radiator. and when you touch me, you turn to ash. dirty-ing my hand. until i blow you all away. If there's a scream inside of you Just let it go You're beating yourself up baby Don't you know